hello.

Today was a quite okay day. woke up to rain and thunderstorms and a quest to find my POSB passbook which miserably failed.

But anyway, i helped out at the ncss carnival today, under the students care center. it's really impressive to see so many charities being attended to - gathering attention - gaining standing in Singapore.

Service today was really amazing..Alot about Pastor How's sermon impacted me to live right and live well. It was about giving leadership to our will in our lives, to really break through barriers mentally..to tell ourselves that nothing indeed is impossible. That there are no barriers between us and what we can aspire to accomplish with God.

Wow, it really inspires me how Pastor can preach really well and steady even though he's really sick and injured and everything. I think that's the true servant of God - carrying on the burdens of the things he loves for the Love of Christ. Leadership to His will indeed..and i'm inspired to do the same to my life, and keep yielding my will to God above.


Matthew 26:39 says:

39 He went a little farther and fell on His face, and prayed, saying, “O My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will.”

and Jesus goes on to say a second time and a third time this as well.

44 So He left them, went away again, and prayed the third time, saying the same words.


This is what God really spoke to me today to, about surrender and worship..a continuous cycle of worship, surrender, love for Jesus. The Christian path is not easy. It is simple and easy to praise and worship and serve, but as once Pst Conner said, "i believe the ultimate act of worship is obedience."

I think the time is coming again to really surrender and prepare my life as a living offering to Jesus. After training camp, after everything..i think it's time to really really serve the best i can in Church and grow in spirituality. I've spent far too much time away from God..and i want to live His dreams for me.



He is faithful. I know that (:



"O My Father, if it is possible, let this cup pass from Me; nevertheless, not as I will, but as You will.”




Our lives, His Glory. Think about that. (:




Hati Hamba (Servant Heart)


STANDING IN AWE OF YOUR GRACE
SETTING MY FEET IN YOUR WAYS
ENTERING INTO YOUR PRESENCE
TO BEHOLD YOU FACE TO FACE

GOD OF ALL HEAVEN AND EARTH
HOLDING ME IN YOUR EMBRACE
UNFAILING LOVE THAT SURROUNDS ME
OH..GOD I STAND AMAZED

MY JESUS, MY LORD
YOU’RE THE LOVE OF MY LIFE
WHEREVER YOU GO
WANNA BE BY YOUR SIDE
NO LONGER I
BUT CHRIST LIVING IN ME
SERVING YOU FOR ALL ETERNITY

MY EYES SET ON YOU
IN THIS RACE THAT I RUN
NO LONGER MY WAYS
LET YOUR WILL BE DONE
MAKE ME A SERVANT
MY HEART'S EVER TRUE
CLINGING TO THE CROSS
I'LL FOLLOW YOU
I'LL FOLLOW YOU