Free. Contact me for tickets.

Mood: Okay
Listening to:

These few days have been fine. Nothing much going on, no mood to blog. There's like loads of stuff still coming up like emerge, pastor joakim and red rain. Cant wait!

Mood: Serene
Listening to: Red rain by Red rain


Okay, i was pretty okay these few days, other than the fact i was pretty upset about results at first. Still, saturday was a booster for me! It was a very very packed day, starting with Connect group from 10-12, lunch with my dad and his friends at the chinatown yong tau fu place rom 12-2, service from 2-4, follow up from 4-6, dinner from 6-8, and board games with ben, soh and fang at mines cafe boat quay from an amazing 8-12. Went home, and slept at around one.


Connect group was great. It's been about six months since the last one i went to, and it has changed indeed, not only in the power and inspiration of the message, but the people in it as well as the connectivity. It's really more closer this time, I just can feel it. Many people have come and gone, but overall the CG has really grown alot. I remember the first time i came, there were only about 10 or so people. When i came back i was like WOAH. The cg really grew alot, the circle got significantly bigger! (: Lynette shared about finances, showed us 20 ways to earn/save money, and the thing about building fund. I could hear God speaking to me about something on the offering as well, i'll continue later. Overall it was good still!

Service was good as well, Was on the building fund and the spirit of sacrifice and alot of stuff, with the story of the woman with two mites and that standing ovation from God becuase of stepehen's sacrifice. I was really happy also because God's presence was just. So strong in the place, it was so amazing. Again, i can't express the happiness i feel for God and all, he's just making me rise so far and so fast!

On the offering: I had this experience with sacrifice. I had only ten dollar notes in my wallet at that time, and i always gave a five dollar or less offering to God, and sometimes i felt unhappy because i knew my parents would grumble about wasting money and all. When the offering slip bag came to me, i hesitated, thinking if i should put it in or just give another time. I just decided to have faith and put it in as a good giver. Immediately after that i just broke through another comfort barrier with money, and God gave me a revelation and a calling to search, find and have the spirit of sacrifice in my life to help the church and myself, as well as others. SELFLESS FAITH! : D

Mood: exhausted
Listening to: nothing



I'm having spa tomorrow, i'm so emotionally and physically drained i dont even have the brains to think properly. I can't even walk properly sometimes.


And this is only half the week, and crunch time is tomorrow and friday, and my mum's piling tution on top of me even though i'm done with exams and all i have is practicals. I feel extremely pissed off with her, it's making me really mad becuase everything's amplified and made really "important" when it isin't by her, and it's wasting my time, energy and money.


I am so damn sian.

Mood: Particulary unhappy
Listening to: nothing at the moment


Today was bad. Phototaking, and thee periods of pure waste time. I did absoultely nothing in school. Total time wasted: 6 hours.


I feel like a piece of crap. Spa's coming up on thursday and friday, and i'm prepared to take it on,. I'm freaking unhappy with myself. I think results are going to be shit.


I feel very demoralized at the moment.


Adding on to the stress. I feel very disgusted at the way some people do things. Do things professionally, and dont waste damn freaking time!!!! Why on earth do people have to dilly dally for the sake of fun and bonding?

DONT WASTE TIME. I DO THINGS MY WAY, AND MY WAY IS PROFESSIONALLY SOUND.



Get it?




Freak, i'm going to die the next few days.

Mood: regular
Listening to: Red rain by Red Rain

Today was pretty horrible.


I couldnt sleep the previous night, so i woke up at two, then four, then six. Didint get alot of sleep. Went to school, advertised for red rain, got some people to come.

The horrible part was when we got notified that our spa practical for o levels is going to happen again on the 29th and 30th. The worst part? The skill 3's are 3 days away, and the school very helpfully notified us just today. Worse, Carnival tickets are not sold, and collection is due this friday. Even more horrible: I just sat around in school doing later for about 4 hours. Inter class games were so stupid, and i didnt take amath so i wasted some more time. I got really mad after school because of all that, and even more i was forced to go tution by my mum which resulted in a short argument. Luckily, Mrs rodrigues was not in, so i slept for about half an hour which was really rejuvinating. Still, the rest of my week sucks like hell. I have tution every day again, and my mum is not considering of letting me off. I'm tired, angry and very sick of life and this stupid thing of studying. I'm losing it alr. God tells me to wait and be strong, but can i really do it? I'm doubting it, because this has been going on since the end of last year. You know how much it sucks? It's like being treated like a brainless, emotionless mass homework-doing machine.

wed- Maths and Science
thurs- SS and SPA
fri- SPA and Phyiscs + doomsday (Collection of results.)
sat- CG + Service
sun- double maths and science.


Freak lah. Gotta pull myself together. I can do this! ><

:D

RED RAIN 07

15-17 JUN

Yes, the renowned band is coming back again for us! They are the best band in the world ever. You will not have a good time, you will never in the world have a great time at their concerts. You'll have the time of your life. : D Come down to singpost center at paya lebar mrt on the following days if you wanna rock the whole house down. Contact me if you wanna go!

email/msn: xadriel2@hotmail.com
contact: 90024237

Mood: Happy!
Listening to: Majesty by Planetshakers.

Today for me pastor shared about sacrifice and putting God FIRST in our lives..first literally being a anagram (is that it?)

F inancial
I ntrest
R elationships
S chedule
T roubles

And about sacrifice for the church. They showed us a video and it really moved me..I was really inspired to help the church at the end, so i put in all my money in my wallent into the offering, and informed my leader that i wanted to volunteer to work for church at home doing admin or some other CG stuff to help out. God also told me to put a fifth of my fruits into his house (Which i intepret as putting ten bucks every week into the building fund.). Something that i'm gonna do..and try to obey.

I was really inspired by it, and i think that also God is calling for soldiers to push the final front and break through this barrier. Pastor kong just gave the green light and gave the war call..i think it's time for us to fight this final frontier and finally break through as a church for the king of kings and lord of lords! : D

Mood: Happy!
Listening to: Majesty by Planetshakers.

Today for me pastor shared about sacrifice and putting God FIRST in our lives..first literally being a anagram (is that it?)

F inancial
I ntrest
R elationships
S chedule
T roubles

And about sacrifice for the church. They showed us a video and it really moved me..I was really inspired to help the church at the end, so i put in all my money in my wallent into the offering, and informed my leader that i wanted to volunteer to work for church at home doing admin or some other CG stuff to help out. God also told me to put a fifth of my fruits into his house (Which i intepret as putting ten bucks every week into the building fund.). Something that i'm gonna do..and try to obey.

I was really inspired by it, and i think that also God is calling for soldiers to push the final front and break through this barrier. Pastor kong just gave the green light and gave the war call..i think it's time for us to fight this final frontier and finally break through as a church for the king of kings and lord of lords! : D

Mood: Irriated-Calm
Listening to: Don't Stop me now Covered by Mcfly, By Queen




You know what really ticks me off?

People who hate you, and then try their best to be sarcastic and amplify that hate by declining that they are angry.

I Think that's a really stupid antic. It's really driving me to the edge, and i really really hate that. Why not just go up to that person and just say, "Hey dude, you should just watch it. I don't really like you." rather than have a half cold half hot war with confused emotions?

Say what the hell you want.



Anyway, yesterday was great. Pastor Kong's second session, it was very good. Continuation of thursday's sermon!

He shared about the things he and his church did, what his wife sun did in china. I'm really happy for them and for us, we are so blessed to have him. He really convinced me to be a revolutionary and a conversionist to change 12th century thinking to 21st century living. I think that his sermons are really amazing and incredible, they have convinced me to be a new age christian and reach out in the new way. Not just that, but to be bold, strong and at the same time, loving, respectful and compassionate as well.

I think Heart Of God Church just got that booster to be a thousand strong.



The future is truly amazing. (:

Mood: Serene
Listening to: Mirame by Belanova


OHMYGOODNESSISCREWEDUPCHEMAHHHIMGONNADIEANDGETSQUISHEDLIKEALITTLESQUID!




I AM SO DEAD

Mood: Serene
Listening to: Kenshin's Theme

I have no idea why, but i've got a sudden attraction to Himura Battousai again. LOL. Anyway, let's do a chronology of the past week since i've not been frequently posting! : D



Monday:

Had lit & eng paper, it was pretty okay. Not bad, i think i'll get an A2. Had tution, blah blah, that's it. nothing much =\


Wednesday:

MATHS! : D Suprisingly it was fine, i think i'm gonna get a B3 for that. Hope so, it was okay. Paper 1 was a breeze, paper 2 was actually quite a moderate gale. Tough, but do-able. Had SS and Chem tution after that..Brain-sapping. ):

Thursday:

SS/SSH, i'm so happy. Easy easy easy all the way, everything i studied came out man. Housing, diplomacy, it was exellent!

Friday:

Slacked, enjoyed home life : D

Saturday:

An exellent day, woke up late, went to Gerald's house to play guitar, Went to church. Met dexter and jerlyn, went over to meet Bernice, Liting and Samteo. Dexter was fascinated by the little amp i found that day..and being the person he is i think he couldnt resist playing : D lol! okay. Anyway, we went over to church, service was incredible. Again, God spoke into me and gave me help in the areas i was having trouble with. (Last week, i told clarence i felt directionless in church. This week, Pastor Lia spoke about opening our spiritual eyes, and prayed for ppl, and told us that God's going to give up a direction! lol!) God told me again that i was going to be his sheperd..and gave me visions again. I saw once again, myself on the worship stage, and leading a CG with Valerie, an old one that i had when pastor how was talking about dreams & visions. I also saw myself working alongside others..and what seemed like visions of others. Incredible (: After service, we ate at burger king. The CG was there, but Bernice and liting left, plus dex, clarence and mister calvin ong were back in church. They joined us later..when i finished eating around that time. Went back to church for a while since nobody was home, Played a bit of guitar and watched clarence play Rise of Nations on CO's computer. Couple of guys were fascinated by the amp once again, (Noel: IS THAT AN AMP? OH MY GOSH THAT'S SO CUTE!, Daniel the worship leader came to play for a while, plus some other guys while i was at the toilet. lol!) Anyway, I went back home, turned on the com, watched the ending of Rurouni Kenshin. Quite cool : D haha.

Sunday:

Tution with Mr Lee. Not bad..really funny though, with Wen Xian and Mariko : D Hahahah.


Okay i think i gotta stop here, i'm feeling tired. Blog later. Ciao guys.


BTW, ANYONE WANNA BUY CARNIVAL TICKETS? 10 BUCKS A SHEET PLEASEEEEE HELPPPPP

Mood: Breezy.
Listening to: Bigger than my body by John Mayer, Played live at CMT Crossroads with Brad Paisely.

Not bad this week. Feel kinda happy and light, work is getting off my back slowly and surely! Things are starting to be great great great! For all my papers, the things i studied really hard came out and really were hit hard as high marks questions in all papers. Awesome man!

Predicted Results so far:

English - A2
Lit - A2
Maths - B3
History/ss - A2

I'm really happy man! This is gonna be another great time in my life. Now especially since God's in it, studies are different, i've got that drive, motivation and hard work thing that my teachers always scolded me for lacking. It's wonderful, awesome, going on straight-on and smoothly and making things great for me!

Well, other than work. I've been spending ALOT more time with my guitars now, and i'm playing much more. I think it's an average of about one and a half hours every day of trying out, playing scales, watching and imitating the stars and playing by ear. I can see myself inclining towards blues and jazz more..learning stuff like I don't trust myself with loving you By Mister John Mayer, and improving my autumn Leaves intro runs. As for christian guitar, its moving on just fine. I think i've moved on from strumming..straying into fingerpicking and plucking more and more. I also realised i'm looking more onto electric guitar..it's smooth and easy for me. For today, I just tested out some stuff i learnt from my brother's old tabs. Played some blues licks, tried out comfortable & back to you, and i also attempted to figure out a way to play bigger than my body in an acoustic fashion- I'm halfway there.

The greatest peak of my day is when i found my brother's old portable amplifier which is really like very small! The best thing is that i rigged it up with a 9 volt battery i got at mobil across balmoral and it actually worked. Gonna be great man. Going over to Gerald's tomorrow to try out some stuff on my Ibanez and his amp, I had a really intresting idea of playing slow dancing in a burning room with a really muted, soft and bassy effect. (My amplifier's not so fantastic, he's got a marshall and an effects box. Well, I'm hoping to get an acoustic guitar this birthday on the 31st. Oh YEAH! I just remembered. Brother YP is coming back to visit from the U.S.A very soon! So fast man, in two weeks time he'll be back in the room thundering out with his incredible Jazz moves and making out family a whole family once again for a while : D

Can't wait to see what birthday pressie i get. This year it's gonna be different with christ in my life. Can feel it!


Well, that's all i got for you guys today, I promised you a better post than the last, (I was really drained after my double humanity paper and chemistry tution.) and so here it is.





What now. hmm hmm.



If you're reading this chloe, you rock :D


OKAY BYE BYE

Mood: normal
Listening to: blah

Maths: Paper 1 A2, Paper 2 B4.
Total: B3?

History/ss - great.

No mood to blog. bye.