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/ 3/31/2006 10:29:00 PM
Friday, March 31, 2006

D E A D



/ 3/30/2006 08:35:00 PM
Thursday, March 30, 2006

Heartbroken.



/ 3/28/2006 09:18:00 AM
Tuesday, March 28, 2006

I've decided to write a post without abstractness, I just feel like doing so. Well, I'll get straight to the point and tell you, my friends, one of the reasons why I am upset..I'll reveal the rest soon..It's either too horrible to be read in one go, Or it's too long, or I'll probrably cry while tying the rest. Before i begin, i have to say that I am a buddhist philosipher, i have no intention of insulting religion, or critisising methodist/christians. I believe in equality and compassion. Well. My great-grand parents, (Yes, the're still living.) were converted to christians, by my great aunt. I am shocked and despaired because my great grandparents were buddhists all their lives, and at this last end of living at 97 years, they get converted FORCEFULLY. Why? I don't know. THe point is that, doing this, is like raping someone of his dignity. or of his belief when he is injured or not thinking clearly. It's like stabbing your own best friend you've known for long when he's sick and tired and almost dead, and taking away his trust and spirit, etc etc. What shocks me even more, is that my grand-aunt's mother is my great grand mother.

Can you imagine. why. you're converting a 97 year old woman and man to christians when they are suffering from memory loss, disease, and other ailments. and the're buddhists and even once...hated christianity. It's just terrible. What's worse is that you're doing it to your own mother. Can you imagine taking something from your mother that she has treasured, but losing grip? It's disgusting. It's horrible. I've been to many churches, seen the bad stuff and the great stuff about christianity. Believe me, It's one, big, wonderful religion. But..i mean, my aunt like brings out the worst. this is not the only time though. my other side of the family, they converted my grandparents to christians. They also did it to my grandmother. i have to go now, i'm sick. i feel terrible. post later.



/ 3/25/2006 05:40:00 PM
Saturday, March 25, 2006

What is hate. What is love. What is friendship. What is living. Why do we even live. we live to die. What's the point of living life when You're going to die in the end. Sitting at the edge of my mind, I'm trying to show off? nah. I'm seriously Sensitive some say. Unhappiness breeds satisfaction and i feel great when I'm depressed. I'm a zombie i think. I have blank eyes like bell. Don't talk much or eat. I don't know what's making me sad, but it just feels nice to be lonely. The lack of joy and happiness is fantastic. I love emptyness. Apathy in death.



/ 3/24/2006 09:21:00 PM
Friday, March 24, 2006

Cynical.
Life's tough.
Sadness overtakes.
Undesirable Paranoma.
The sky and the earth are dead.
A ceiling with holes punched in.
A messiah threatened.
Poignancy fills the air.
No one comforts.
There's no one.
No one at all.

Well. life's sick and sian. I hate me. It's so tough. I feel sad for no reason. I can't explain it. Why did someone give me, me? why do i have brown eyes and hair, an ugly face, useless body, and unique mind? I don't understand. why can't people be made the way they want to. I want to die. I'm probrably at the end of my brain.

Bell <3




/ 3/24/2006 09:21:00 PM

Cynical.
Life's tough.
Sadness overtakes.
Undesirable Paranoma.
The sky and the earth are dead.
A ceiling with holes punched in.
A messiah threatened.
Poignancy fills the air.
No one comforts.
There's no one.
No one at all.

Well. life's sick and sian. I hate me. It's so tough. I feel sad for no reason. I can't explain it. Why did someone give me, me? why do i have brown eyes and hair, an ugly face, useless body, and unique mind? I don't understand. why can't people be made the way they want to. I want to die. I'm probrably at the end of my brain.

Bell <3




/ 3/23/2006 06:44:00 PM
Thursday, March 23, 2006

Well nowadays, I feel like dying. I feel sick. I feel sian. I've been contemplating and thinking. You know i just realised how similar bell and I are. quite strange right? whatever. We're both freaks. Both ugly. Both Blank and loner-type. Both evil. Both shunned by society. Both overly sentimental. I mean, Even our names are one letter different. I have no idea why I'm writing this. Or why I'm even living now. I don't know why. freak myself, i don't care, whatever. I want to die. =(


Bell <3



/ 3/21/2006 05:12:00 PM
Tuesday, March 21, 2006

BELL! Isin't she cute? awwwww.. Btw. Bell's the girl at the bottom. Gir's her toy-thingie. She calls him Girly.
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/ 3/21/2006 05:05:00 PM

Hey guys. sorry for not updating, been busy. I'm Creating an alternate personality/Person for myself. It'll be kind of cool to write a life story of someone else on a blog and improve my english skills w/e right? haha. It may sound crazy but I'm doing it. Going to name it after my favourite loner cute cute type characters, Belle. (Or bell, I'm naming it belle cause bell's bleedman's character.) It'll be up soon. Blog url is going to be www.alt-belle.blogspot.com.




Suddenly i feel so funny. O.o



/ 3/16/2006 06:24:00 PM
Thursday, March 16, 2006

ARGH. FUCKIN STUCK AT SCHOOL TO DO LAYOUT. >.< I'm such a freaking crapper/loser/sobbish bitch.



/ 3/15/2006 11:39:00 PM
Wednesday, March 15, 2006

HAHAHA I'M SO SAD NOW. YAH SAD HAAHAHAHAHA POOR SAD ME STUPID LOSER ME



/ 3/15/2006 09:55:00 AM

Hey. Posting some random random stuff. C:
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/ 3/13/2006 06:31:00 PM
Monday, March 13, 2006

ahhh. so bored. talking with jingting and wanjing now. Nth to do. >.< post post hee hee. Ponytails.I LOVE PONYTAILS HEEHEEEEE!! PONYTAILSSS! =DDDD



/ 3/11/2006 07:19:00 PM
Saturday, March 11, 2006

Ok. some guy did a test post and this is what he did. he posted an empty thread called "Ass Hair and Ass Juice." well, no one cared (almost no one) about the ass juice. these are the top ten funniest replies.

1.DO U PULL IT I AM CURIOUS LIKE U CAN TRIM IT AND MAKE ARMANI HAIRSTYLE OR COMB IT

2. i square top, centre parting , side parting, spike ,boh tak la what armani

3. Instructions: Step one.Paste industrial sticky tape over hairy area, then pull hard. Step two. Scream like a cow.

4. cut armani is my recommendation... it would make u attracted to ur asshole...

5. i pull then i get lau sai

6. CAN YOU SHIT OUT YOUR ANUS BECAUSE IT SOLVE PROBLEM OF ASS HAIR COMPLETEELY

7. YA OF COURSE LAH YOU CHE**** PAST ASS PASTE DICK ALL PAIN PAIN

8. i pluck my butt hair and eat it.

9. I WANT ASS

10. What the hell is ass juice? and is it drinkable -snigger emoticon-

This proves that too much time on the internet...makes you crazy..really..crazy..



/ 3/11/2006 05:57:00 PM

.....Suddenly I have an obsession with ponytailed girls in pinafores. O.O



/ 3/11/2006 03:40:00 PM

Heyy!Lol. so, I just came back from the St nicks Carnival, It was Really Really Really G.R.E.A.T Went there with bro song, and I spent about 60 bucks on tix and stuff. =) so, I went with him around and around..Bought some stuff..Played alot of Games (and I mean alot alot alot. ) , ate some stuff, (and yeah, the food is nice.) and then walked around with the bro for like a few hours. Nice place, st nicks.Well after that..went to the basketball court. Saw ruth there. Also saw a couple of other friends...bought some stuff to eat, and went to walk around again.

So I was walking around the hall-area, and then suddenly I saw this Really Really Cute Cute Saint nicks Girl Doll. Really! SO DAMN CUTE LOR! ( And by this i mean extremely loveable because this reaches down and touches my Crude, Vulgar soul and changes it to a loving kind one. =P ) I took off the pigtails and I tied it with a ribbon to a ponytail instead. JUst so you guys know, I love girls with ponytails! =) And yes, I named it. It's name is Jamie, But I wanna change it. So I'm Awarding the name to the person who tags my blog most! Hee Hee! Tag now and win the name! =)



......I love my st nicks doll so much that I'm hugging it very tightly now. ^ ^ <333333333333



/ 3/10/2006 12:52:00 PM
Friday, March 10, 2006

Yo guys. Just came back from the Freaking mass run at acs, It was like a freaking waste of time lol. anyway I walked back and stuff, and i decided to be a nice guy and buy Liang de a drink and toast my friends to a GREAT MARCH HOLIDAYS while it lasts. So, Walked back, played gunz, then I went to bathe and here i am listenting to John Mayer's "Wheel". I'm going to make a new skin on it, it's gona be a cool, Jazzy skin with sky-pictures. =P anyway. I'm going to tthe st nicks carnival tomorrow. So looking forward to a nice time with my bro and others. >.< ...blah blah, Ya ya papaya, whatever.



......Moses sucks ass.





Whatever. HAPPY MARCH HOLIDAYS GUYS! :D



/ 3/08/2006 07:43:00 PM
Wednesday, March 08, 2006

So. I've been not too happy these few days. Tests in the way, work like shit, and I've got a motherFreaking Cold shoved up my nasal district by some idiotic asshole who didnt cover his mouth when he sneezed. well, I also got back my a-maths shit, i got 3/7, and for english, 14 1/2 out of 25 for a shit shit compo.

I'm sick of my common life. seriously. so boring, i got nothing to do, I don't stand out, I wanna like. Go out there and do somthing good. Like win some competition or somthing, and do the school proud. I wanna like get to that level man, I wanna like train myself so I can reach that level when I go J.C. Seriously my life is F-ed up. i mean , teachers are bitches, some idiot almost got me into DC and like people are being scolded and shit and sent to suspension and the principal's hall of doom and death when I'ts freaking coming to march holidays. and what's worse is that................................My a-maths test is tomorrow and i don't wanna give a shit.



Fuck. like. it's super freaking freaking idiotic. Anyways, enough about that lah. no point posting more about my freaking feelings. so today, after the slack periods, we had a-maths..stupid stupid..then go e-maths, where the class went totally nuts due to the abscence of Ms angeline and the replacement of her with Mrs Ho chee sin. =) so anyways i had recess with hansel and the usual bunch, david, kenneth, james, Liang De, and Christian. went to english..BORING. Went to chemistry to take test, it was so hard ARGH! after that go house meeting..sign up for mass run..or should i say mass walk..lol..then the day ended so fast..and here i am now.

so anyways. Today I made another blogskin Called "FIGHT" It's here right now. It's made in inspiration of GUNZ and other things like ParagonX9's Defection and remix. =)

I'll post tomorrow. I feel like going off to die, my cold juices are flowing out of my nose and the fucking air outside is making me blink 91883128321741289412y4274917294712897whatevershit times per second. Beep beep. totally rannnndom. O.O



Whatever. Luke is gay.



/ 3/08/2006 08:30:00 AM

Hey, posting illegially in school lol. with david and gerald and vikramjit the library...aiyah..so tired..and like the next freaking half of the day is nth lor. 5 periods of shit subjects and 4 slack periods. >.<>.<



/ 3/07/2006 04:14:00 PM
Tuesday, March 07, 2006

Yo guys. posting at school now illegially, I'm in the middle of a web design course =). So. It was kinda boring but nice lah. learnt some cool things i didn't know and stuff. jonothan's beside me and I'm surrounded by a bunch of sec 2's. well, school was boring. damn damn boring. i slept in physics and went to like. slack in a-maths. blah blah. I'm going off now cause yaa yaa papaya.



/ 3/05/2006 08:21:00 PM
Sunday, March 05, 2006

So what's up guys? Hah, I'm fine, Just a little Tired and all, Just went to train two hours and swim half an hour. Well, on saturday I had tution, Went to rodrigues for english tution with the usual, Pamela, Akina, Leanne and several others..It was kinda good, Learnt alot from the handouts and all about old age and fitness for old people. The nowadays have like. Fitness parks for the elderly man. lol, and Mrs rodrigues told me, although she's like 60+, she goes to the California Gym still and Exersises! What a suprise. Well, I went back home for maths tution, learnt about logarithims (Quote Jingting "ooohh...math gives you one damn biiiig headache..") so anyways, Went to tai chi class and I managed to learn three new moves, "BAN" "LAN" and "CHUI", which are punching styles. Was a breeze to learn, But difficult to transform into from the previous "CROTCH PUNCH" move. So after tai chi, I decided to go and run!

Ok la. Run run run run for two rounds from my house to my grand-parent's place..and all the way to polo club non stop, went to the gym and did some rounds, weights, treadmill, Bike, etc etc. ooh yeah, I had this small cut on the way to the polo club. It wasn't pain (THANK GOD FOR ENDURANCE TRAINING MAN) but there was like. Blood all over my knee. one huge huge mess and 12 sheets of tissue to clean. lol.



Well, today I woke up at 7 in the morning, but i had nothing to do so i slept again. Woke up at 9 again feeling pretty fresh, so i went to the toilet to wash up and read "X-men2" finish. went down to eat breakfast and I realised like. I've been having tim sum for the past three days and no won ton mee. O.o I almost died from the realisation, but I'm begging my mom to buy or make for tomorrow afternoon. (I have an addiction to wan ton mee, similar to wanjing's choclate lovin, and song's constantly consecutive Counterstrike ownage.) Ok la, Read and then did work.played and jammed on the guitar for 10 mins or so, then went for science tution. Today I learnt about like. 3 chapters worth of stuff and it was cool. Remember it all. Went up to play the com, leveled in gunz. Chatted with friends..namely siyin and lisa, and then went to the gym to train like hell. I did 15 mins on the treadmill , at 7.3 km/h (Thats max and damn slow lah. I need to figure how to make it 15 or smth like that.) 5 mins on the walking-thing, 15 mins on the bike, 5 repetitions of 12kg weights (The huge bar, 12 kg weights EACH so its 24 alltogether.) of ten each, so i did 50, did other machines...the rowing machines..and then went to swim 10 rounds in the pool. Bathed, went to change and went home, and wow, time passed so fast, here I am now blogging. =)


You know what I just realised? I have school tomorrow. Fack. =( I wanna stay homeeee!!! ahh well. at least there's contact time tomorrow morning so i can slack and sleep. =) Oh yeah. one more thing. You know like when you have a good friend and all and one fine day you realise that good friend borrowed your stuff and you realised the next day that he cheated you of all that shit? Well, that's what happened to my friend Jiaying man, got freaking cheated by her best "friend" Now like how the fuck did this metamorphisis happen? From like standing together best friends rockin and then getting cheated and freaked up unhappy. Like these people want to squeeze every dime their friends have, they like cheat you and make your friends turn on you. Man, these people make me sick to the freaking core, CORE man. no kidding. So like, If ther're best friends and stuff, always looking out as they supposed to do, how the FUCK can she cheat Jia like that? She can't. It's not possible but it happened man, Screw damn right it happened. Fucking bitch stole dough man. So all of you who read this post, Know what happened between them today, Support us and Screw this bitch alive.

DOWN WITH MEGAN! FUCK THIS BITCH UPSIDE DOWN GUYS.



/ 3/02/2006 10:13:00 AM
Thursday, March 02, 2006

Heyos. I'm blogging again at school. wellll.....david's reading teenage, Gerald's looking at his nails and now I've got nothing to do so I'm blogging once again, like a mad ass. Ok, so yesterday nothing happened, founders day was crap. just sit in front of the screen for like 3 hours and waste precious time. =.= Anyways, today we had a-maths which i did nothing but stone at the whiteboard, and we had english where People started making fun of the african tse tse fly by pronouncing tse tse sexy. =P So anyways, just 5 mins english finished and here I am. Well, nothing intresting happened, People are still gaying around, and THE BAN ON TOILET PAPER is still the hot topic of the day.

I think is high time the school like reconsiders toilet paper ban. seriously. Shitting, with paper is a neccecity, not a priveledge! People NEED TO SHIT. and what lor. they ban toilet paper cause people play with it. What happens if some guy had eaten baked beans and plums, had a stomachache, runs to the toilet in 5 seconds and pulls down his pants and is about to bomb the capital when he realises there is no toilet paper. What do we use? Finger? Leaves? Ahhhh, who gives a shit anyway. just use homework to wipe your ass.

And one more thing. why are people like racist? I mean people go around pointing fingers at negros going "Eh N****r!" and like other people tell jokes about other races, like what, chinese students do homework while crapping because it is good feng shui. Why can't people like tolerate things? Muslims riot all over the world because of the prophet's conversion into a cartoon, and Racial thingies in france and australia are erupting. plus, Indian muslim people are denouncing G.W.B cause he has to stay in india and there's a security dunno what thing, and there's a perimiter full of guards, snipers and death traps waiting to blow you to hell if you get within 500 meters of him.

lao eh. and like the newspaper they give us to read is like communist paper or somthing like that going "We support PAP! I will work harder. LKY is always right." and, sometimes they post really retarded things on the front page, like "Cops help dog bite man." and this.




GAY GAY GAY. I'm going to go off now. gotta go recess with gerald and co. In the meantime, here's a message from david. "hahahahaha gerald fat FFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LIKE EGGS I WANT EGGS NOW!!! NOOOOWOWWWOOWWOWOOWO!", and gerald! "DAVID IS GAY!!!!!!!!!!GAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!GAY!!! MORE GAY THEN THIS SCHOOL....DAVID'S IQ IS SMALLER THEN HIS SHOE SIZE"
buh-bye guys, post later.



/ 3/02/2006 10:13:00 AM

Heyos. I'm blogging again at school. wellll.....david's reading teenage, Gerald's looking at his nails and now I've got nothing to do so I'm blogging once again, like a mad ass. Ok, so yesterday nothing happened, founders day was crap. just sit in front of the screen for like 3 hours and waste precious time. =.= Anyways, today we had a-maths which i did nothing but stone at the whiteboard, and we had english where People started making fun of the african tse tse fly by pronouncing tse tse sexy. =P So anyways, just 5 mins english finished and here I am. Well, nothing intresting happened, People are still gaying around, and THE BAN ON TOILET PAPER is still the hot topic of the day.

I think is high time the school like reconsiders toilet paper ban. seriously. Shitting, with paper is a neccecity, not a priveledge! People NEED TO SHIT. and what lor. they ban toilet paper cause people play with it. What happens if some guy had eaten baked beans and plums, had a stomachache, runs to the toilet in 5 seconds and pulls down his pants and is about to bomb the capital when he realises there is no toilet paper. What do we use? Finger? Leaves? Ahhhh, who gives a shit anyway. just use homework to wipe your ass.

And one more thing. why are people like racist? I mean people go around pointing fingers at negros going "Eh N****r!" and like other people tell jokes about other races, like what, chinese students do homework while crapping because it is good feng shui. Why can't people like tolerate things? Muslims riot all over the world because of the prophet's conversion into a cartoon, and Racial thingies in france and australia are erupting. plus, Indian muslim people are denouncing G.W.B cause he has to stay in india and there's a security dunno what thing, and there's a perimiter full of guards, snipers and death traps waiting to blow you to hell if you get within 500 meters of him.

lao eh. and like the newspaper they give us to read is like communist paper or somthing like that going "We support PAP! I will work harder. LKY is always right." and, sometimes they post really retarded things on the front page, like "Cops help dog bite man." and this.




GAY GAY GAY. I'm going to go off now. gotta go recess with gerald and co. In the meantime, here's a message from david. "hahahahaha gerald fat FFFFFFFFFAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAATTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LIKE EGGS I WANT EGGS NOW!!! NOOOOWOWWWOOWWOWOOWO!", and gerald! "DAVID IS GAY!!!!!!!!!!GAYYYYYYYY!!!!!!GAY!!! MORE GAY THEN THIS SCHOOL....DAVID'S IQ IS SMALLER THEN HIS SHOE SIZE"
buh-bye guys, post later.



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