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/ 9/29/2006 04:41:00 PM
Friday, September 29, 2006




/ 9/28/2006 10:24:00 PM
Thursday, September 28, 2006

I shall write a special tribute to Jia and Yingbin cause she decided to tag my blog, and cause..yingbin's my family! x)

Jia Ying!
Jia! hahaha. Well first thing i wanna say is that Jia's a really sweet girl! She's really, really really beautiful and cute. (: Kind hearted and really compassionate, She's shown me real friendship in more ways than one. She's been a really caring person to me, She's been there when i was down, cheering me up and trying to make my world more colourful. When i'm not so depressed, she still tries to make my world even more colourful. I don't know how to put it, but ( i know you've heared this line before, it's cheesy but i'll use it anyway.) There's no word to describe how..Nice and great a friend you are. Thank you so much okay? Stay cute and keep smiling! :)

YingBin!
Yingbin's my grand daughter! First thing i have to say is that she's really really really adorable. Her personality is really, really likable..she's basically really nice to be with! Her personality's not the only thing that's likeable though. I find her a really beautiful young lady (: What makes her my grand daughter..she's done so much for me, defended me against my enemies, cheered me up when i was sad, talked to me when i was bored. I still remember we used to talk with each other and other friends late into the night. She's really intelligent and smart too! Well, thanks for being there for me. (:
You two sweeties put the colour inside of my world =)



/ 9/28/2006 07:00:00 PM

Came up with a design for 37 degrees new version, It's gonna be called nirvana. early draft, i think it looks simple and nice..inspired by 2advanced. Check out vivo city guys and girls, opening soon, we're gonna be there with a totally new concept and our good old nice american activewear.



Gonna see if i can write tributes agn later



/ 9/28/2006 07:00:00 PM

Came up with a design for 37 degrees new version, It's gonna be called nirvana. early draft, i think it looks simple and nice..inspired by 2advanced. Check out vivo city guys and girls, opening soon, we're gonna be there with a totally new concept and our good old nice american activewear.



Gonna see if i can write tributes agn later



/ 9/26/2006 07:46:00 PM
Tuesday, September 26, 2006

There are a few people that i want to thank and well here they are. In no order whatsoever.
Anqi
Thanks for showing me the art of friendship. Though you've only known me a few months, I'm really touched by how you bother to care for me, alot. I think that you are a really caring person and just..are reasonable and friendly, as well as very understanding in many ways. Thanks for sharing with me your thoughts about things. Thanks for being a patient friend and listening to my troubles. Thanks for asking me to cheer up all the time. Thanks for letting me pour out my sorrows to you. Thanks for waking me up to new thoughts. Thanks for making me think about love in a diffrent way. Thanks for all the good times..and the funny ones especially! LOL! I appreciate how you do things for me and all, I am really touched. Thanks.
Bernice
Bernice..Though you've known me for like two months or so, you've been like a real sister to me in many ways..Firstly i think it's because you take so much effort to care for me and listen to my problems..and secondly because maybe that we are so similar in almost..everything in character? lol! (: It's luck that made us friends, and i'm really glad that i found you..somehow. I really hope that our friendship can last as long as it can. Thanks for Listening to my problems, giving help and thoughts..making a real difference in my life. I appreciate it alot. Thank you.
will continue the rest later. work.



/ 9/21/2006 09:02:00 PM
Thursday, September 21, 2006

Right. I'm deciding to just wake up and forget everything. I'm jealous of him and her for being together. It's not my place to argue so i'm just gonna forget everything and hope nothing happens and screws up. I just looked back and realised how crazy i've been, cursing myself and just..denouncing and discouraging myself...But now i just decided to try my best to wake up and forget about him and her. I don't have a love. SO WHAT?! I faced primary school alone, I can hell face life right in the face without anyone's god damn help. This is the last time you'll read emo stuff from billy, I'm gonna just change my attitude. Right..just gonna blog a bit. Played soccer today. I'm not a soccer person so..you can guess what happened. So anyway, went to class, talked to my cousin. Told him what i felt. (he's the one who made me realise how dumb i am.) He told me that i'd be the one who decides my fate..and now i'm doing all i can to do it. Met Issac. in school. Yadda yadda, I acted like a complete Insociable piece of crap. Got the emo song from josh..it sounds..Emo. HAHA. Anyway, speaking of music i went to watch forbidden city with the sec three cohort. It was really one hell of a nice musical. I bought the soundtrack, one of the tracks, Gentle touch, is on right now right here. I'm pretty happy with what i did with the honours night booklet, heared from Miss N Lee that the design recieved alot of good comments. Finished and edited acsday today..Such a fucking relief! Big emphasis on the fucking.

Right. right.

Tag replies.

Bernice: Thank you! Alot!
Claudia: Sure thing..No problem. Good luck on the issue!
Yingbin: Hello! Thanks for tagging. Love you too!
Chloe: YEAH! ahhah!
JT: Hello great grand daughter!
Jia: Hey jia. I don't not like listening to your problems okay? I really care about what you feel k? It's okay..and please don't stop okay? Thanks alot. alot. (:
WJ: Hello..nevermind lah. (: Cheerup.
PeiJia: Thanks!

Siyin: I'm sad because of certain things that can't be solved; Things that have wrecked my life in the past and are wrecking it right now. I know that..It's just that in time of need there's no frickin one! Oh well. You know what i'm gonna do? I'm not gonna rely on anyone anymore..I'll try to look on the bright side of life..if there is a bright side to mine. Well, thanks alot for tagging okay? I'm trying my best to take what you said into serious consideration. =)

Jiaying: Thanks again jia. You are really, really really sweet. (: YAY! <- hahaha.
Dion: Hi?
Clare: Hello! I'm trying to cheer up! Thanks alot okay?
Issac: hello. How did you find my blog? Yes i thought you were a guy trying to get on my nerves and just wreck my day. Sorry for avoiding you for..three weeks or so. I'm trying to cheer up so no need. You have msn or blog? Thanks k.


Time to log off.




/ 9/20/2006 08:22:00 PM
Wednesday, September 20, 2006

To all those who tagged.. Thank you so much. I don't have time to reply..
but well..new skin..hope you enjoy..



/ 9/19/2006 06:37:00 PM
Tuesday, September 19, 2006

I feel terrible..jealous..don't know what.. jsut not enough words to express my life. I shouldnt be jealous of them. they deserve it. Whatever..no one's gonna read anyway..




/ 9/17/2006 03:08:00 PM
Sunday, September 17, 2006

I feel like shit okay.

I don't know if anyone bothers to read this..but oh well.

I'm just so sick and tired of disgusting personalites.
I'm so sick and tired of being jealous.
I'm so sick and tired of being ignored.
I'm so sick and tired of being looked at like a freako.
I'm so sick and tired of petty arugments.
I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF HEARING ABOUT LOVE.
I'M SO SICK AND TIRED WITH HOMEWORK.
I'M SO SICK AND TIRED WITH PEOPLE WHO ARE SO PETTY.
I'M SO SICK AND TIRED OF TUTION.

I don't know what to do, i'm confused.




I don't think anyone but a few people care.



/ 9/17/2006 11:16:00 AM


Split Screen Sadness
And I don't know where you went when you left me but
Says here in the water, you must be gone by now
I can tell somehow
One hand on the trigger of the telephone
Wonderin when the call comes, when you say it's all right
You got your heart right

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on your porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find a fight

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness

Two wrongs make it all alright tonight

All you need is love is a lie cause
We had a love but we still said goodbye
Now we're tired, battered fighters

And it stings when it nobody's fault
Cause there's nothing to blame
At the drop of your name
It's only the air you took and the breath you left

Maybe I'll sleep inside my coat and
Wait on the porch 'til you come back home
Oh, right
I can't find the fight
So I'll check the weather wherever you are
Cause I wanna know if you can see the stars tonight
It might be my only right

We share the sadness
Split screen sadness


I called
Because
I just
Need to feel you on the line
Don't hang up this time
And I know well it's me you called it over but
I still wish you fought me 'til my dying day
Don't let me get away

Cause I can't wait to figure out what's wrong with me
So I can say this is the way that I used to be
There's no substitute for time
Oh for the sadness
Split screen sadness
We share the sadness



/ 9/16/2006 03:11:00 PM
Saturday, September 16, 2006

Vultures.
By John Mayer.
Some of us, We're hardly ever here
The rest of us, we're born to disappear
How do I stop myself from
Being just a number
How will I hold my head
To keep from going under

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
But I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me,testing me

How did they find me here
What do they want from me
All of these vultures hiding
Right outside my door
I hear them whisperin
They're tryin to ride it out
Cause they've never gone this long
Without a kill before

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me, testing me

Wheels up
I got to leave this evening
Can't seem to shake these vultures
Off of my trail
Power is made, by power being taken
So I keep on running
To protect my situation

Down to the wire
I wanted water but
I'll walk through the fire
If this is what it takes
To take me even higher
Then I'll come through
Like I do
When the world keeps
Testing me, testing me

Oooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo
Oooooooooooo

Whatcha gonna do about it
Whatcha gonna do about it
Whatcha gonna do about it



/ 9/16/2006 07:25:00 AM

John Cruz Masterbuilt JM Strat.
Sexay. <3







/ 9/13/2006 10:43:00 PM
Wednesday, September 13, 2006

Slow Dancing In A Burning Room
By John Mayer
It's not a silly little moment
It's not the storm before the calm
This is the deep and dying breath of this love that we've been working on

Can't seem to hold you like I want to
So I can feel you in my arms
Nobody's gonna come and save you
We've pulled too many false alarms

We're going down
And you can see it, too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

I was the one you always dreamed of
You were the one I tried to draw
How dare you say it's nothing to me

Baby, you're the only light I ever saw
I'll make the most of all the sadness
You'll be a bitch because you can
You try to hit me, just to hurt me
So you leave me feeling dirty
'Cause you can't understand

We're going down
And you can see it, too
We're going down
And you know that we're doomed
My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room

Go cry about it, why don't you?
Go cry about it, why don't you?
Go cry about it, why don't you?

My dear, we're slow dancing in a burning room
Burning room...
burning room...
burning room...
burning room

Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?
Don't you think we oughta know by now?
Don't you think we shoulda learned somehow?



/ 9/12/2006 11:04:00 PM
Tuesday, September 12, 2006

Woohoo.

I'm buying it first the moment i lay my eyes on it. X)



/ 9/12/2006 05:24:00 PM

Skin colour: Tanned.
Hair colour: Dark Brown, Really dark.
Eye colour: Brown.
Clothes colour: White-Blue Jazzish shirt, Dark Jeans, And a good o'l silver ring.
Wardrobe colour: Dark Blue?

7 memorable things this/last month:
Bowling & Pool with Mark and Co.
Finishing 3/4 of ACSDAY
Finally seeing some improvement in guitar
No School
Less work
Lunch with Gerald @ Sfagito
Getting my internet fixed. FINALLY. and getting a mic.

6 ppl you talk face to face this week
Miss Nuridah Lee
Mum
Joshua
Mark
Gerald
Pierre

5 things you bought recently
Purple Pick
Glow-In-The-Dark Pick
A haircut. A bloody 9$ haircut.
Ring.
Choker.

4 ppl you saw today
dad
Ms Lee.
Joshua
Yue Ming


2 things on ur mind now
Straits Times Competition
Tired.

[[ random questions ]]

1. grab the book nearest to you, turn to page 18 and find line four:
"Sabbath! Friedrich replied in an equally low voice." From friedich.

2. stretch your left arm out as far as you can:
The wall.

3. last thing you watched on TV? ans:
Show on 9:11

4. without looking, guess what time it is: ans:
5:47pm

5. the actual time? ans:
5.43pm. not bad.

6. what can you hear with exception of the computer? ans:
nothing.

7. when did you last step outside?what were you doing? ans:
School, Studying, cca.

8. what did you look at before you started this survey? ans:
My underwear. Just kidding, was talking to yingbin on msn and looking at the com screen. (:

9. What are you wearing? ans:
clothes? and glasses?

10. did you dream last night? ans:
yes. dreamt of hell again.

11. When did you last laugh? ans:
today. In the canteen with mark and co, talking about the dog pole cannon they made in G-mod.

12.what is on the walls of the room you are in? ans:
aircon. curtians.

13. seen anything weird lately? ans: yes. Ben attempting to jump from the fifth level to the fourth level in School

14. what do you think of this quiz? ans:
fun.

15. what is the last film you saw? ans:
Spiderman.

16. becoming a multi-millionaire overnight,what would you buy? ans:
Food and supplies for the poor and ravaged countries.

17. tell me something about you that i don't know. ans:
For the past few days since i've been back at school, the assembly speaker system has been screwed up.

18. what is one thing you would change about the world? ans:
The hate, the selfishness, The whole thing about money, and that there are not enough people like John Mayer and Gandi. I mean, the peace and music, where is it man? It's just war war war now

19. do you like to dance? ans:
Not really.

20. George W Bush... american? ans:
Bastard, idiot, retarded. "I know the fish and human can coexist" <- He said that, it's gramatically incorrect.

21. If your first child is a girl,what do you call her? ans: Wanjing/Chloe/Siyin/Zhiwei. LOL! Just kidding. I would name her Either: Annabelle, Genevieve, Priscilla, or Jia Ying. Seriously.

22. if your first child is a boy,what do you call him? ans:
JOSHUA AMADEIUS. THE NAME SOUNDS COOL, EVEN THE MIDDLE ONE. JOSHUA AMADEIUS ZHENG XD

23. have you ever considered living abroad? ans: Why not. Spain and NY sounds nice.

24. what do you want God to say to you when you reach the pearly gates? ans: Buddhist section is over there, have an eternally nice day. *warm smile*

25. 20 people who must do this in their journal or blog:
ANYONE WHO READS THIS.



/ 9/10/2006 09:17:00 AM
Sunday, September 10, 2006

Things to post about. Nothing. So i'll just leave it here for the blog to rot. (:



















Nah just kidding. Past few weeks been fine, I finished the honours night booklet and everything has come out smoothly, sweetly and perfectly. I am so satisfied. Really. Just take a look, at the bottom.



Anyway, aside from the booklet i'm still working on stuff for publications ACS, such as the blardy acsday that was supposed to be released on August. But thanks to the inefficencies of a new team, we barely got started, and it's become a freaking september issue. Still, working on it is actually quite fun, especially the article on Singapore Trivia. I was looking through some factsheets and i found that all in all, Singapore has nine airports. Darned cool right? Leaving a public toilet unflushed gets you fined $150, and we have over 40000 offences in our lawbook, including spitting, jaywalking, obscene behaviour (Cursing, Middle Finger, Humping.). Well, other than that i've been polishing my girl's article. I've finished the Beijing trip, the toilet review..pretty much the rest. Oh yeah, when we did the toilet review we discovered that the theory i made about the toilets (the higher it goes, the better it is. Sewage flows to the bottom. Same with the teachers, sometimes the science dept people are screwed up. The English/Lit people are nice! Must be all the shit fumes on the science level.) was 100% true. So today, I'll be on ACSDAY and on school stuff, as well as tution.




Oh yeah. i need to cut hair. -.- So sian. Bloody school. I shall now post on my past adventures with my gay partners.




Last week Tuesday.
Since i didn't have OBS, i went with Gerald to eat at this pizza place called sfagito pizza. Before i continue, just wanna tell you guys that this places is freaking fantastic and cheap. They serve 20 kinds of Pizza and 20 kinds of pasta, along with stuff like desserts and soups, and salads. 12 inch pizzas range from 5 to 12 bucks. I mean how cheap can it go right? As for pasta, the prices range from about four to six bucks. Believe me when i tell you, I had the sfagito pasta and i literally exploded when i was eating. It was like experiencing a fantastic feeling, you know the kind of stuff when you hear good music and you get all tingly? Yeah something like that! It was just so good. We had a Carnivore too. It was great as well. Enjoyed it to the last bit. Well as for the desserts, We got two penna cottas (Custard thingies, caramelized.). It was a bit creamy..but oh well. Nice anyway. After that very satisfying meal, we went to queenstown to buy stuff. I got a ring.
I'll continue later yeah? Busy now. Work calls.
All guys and girls, thank you so much for the comments. You guys rock.
Cheers!



/ 9/04/2006 08:28:00 PM
Monday, September 04, 2006

K.I.A
Steve Irwin.
REST IN PEACE
T.T



/ 9/04/2006 07:13:00 PM

WOOHOO!

Arrival: 13 September 2006

ALL HAIL JOHN MAYER! X)




/ 9/04/2006 02:25:00 PM

I just came back from tution..bleh..so long..i'm going back there again in five minutes. but anyways.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMANDA. (:

Tag replies!
VERA: It's done! (: Hope you enjoy it!
Siyin: HELLO AGAIN! :D
WJ: It's okay! hahhaa.
Siyin: IT IS WEIRD. VERY WEIRD. LOL. But it's okay now la. THANKS! <3
Clare: Okay sure! when i have the time. (:
Xinan: HELLO!! MISSED YOUR TAGS. (:



/ 9/03/2006 05:50:00 PM
Sunday, September 03, 2006

Okay i feel weird. I had an ear infection this morning in one ear, and suddenly everything seems to be on a lower pitch! O.o Either i am screwed up..or the whole world is..



Living to make His Name high!
"the peace of God that surpasses all understanding"
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