SHIT LA




i feel like giving up on trying to come to church


i dont understand why every time there's something in my way

or what on earth i'm going thru this for

some say i'm going for my friends

others say i'm crazy

i know i dont need them to believe in what's Right in God

but why the hell, do we have to face these bloody obstacles and people in our lives?



HOW DO I GET RID OF THEM WHILE TURNING THE OTHER CHEEK


it has driven me insane since the start of disunity between my spiritual family

everyone's so insecure, so untrustworthy



it's conflicting, i trust them but i do not. i know i have to do it but i dont want to!




WHY DOES IT HAVE TO BE SO HARD




I WANT TO GIVE UP, BUT I KNOW I CANT STOP RUNNING THE RACE



I WANT TO LEAVE, BUT I'LL BE HOMELESS


I WANT TO RUN, BUT I'LL ONLY HURT MYSELF