hey.


i really miss hanging out in church.

I missed the days before poly, when i just hung out with the people on wkdays and ends

playing games, studying, designing.



I cant help but feel that getting into a routine again, it's just haming myself. I see my spiritual life go down..I can't be bothered to fellowship. I'm going home alone again.






But i'm just amazed. Thru whatever happened..God's still God. Still faithful, still strong
Even when i'm dead in the spirit He lifts me up and renews my strength each day when i'm spent.




Redrain today really rocked my socks off..but it was an amazing experience spiritually.



It's that thing that really reminded me what and who to stand for..and why.

Why i stood strong in the past

Why i stand now

Why i should stand even stronger in the future.





The last post i rmb i was deciding where to stay..

And i think, even thou i'm out of this world and going haywire, that i'm gg to put my trust in God.
I know He's faithful.




He'll come for me.










Where the streets have no name

U2/Redraincover





I want to run
I want to hide
I want to tear down the walls
That hold me inside
I want to reach out
And touch the flame
Where the streets have no name


I want to feel sunlight on my face
I see the dust cloud disappear
Without a trace
I want to take shelter from the poison rain
Where the streets have no name


Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We're still building
Then burning down love
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do


The city's aflood
And our love turns to rust
We're beaten and blown by the wind
Trampled in dust
I'll show you a place
High on a desert plain
Where the streets have no name


Where the streets have no name
Where the streets have no name
We're still building
Then burning down love
Burning down love
And when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do
Our love turns to rust
We're beaten and blown by the wind
Blown by the wind
Oh, and I see love
See our love turn to rust
We're beaten and blown by the wind
Blown by the wind
Oh, when I go there
I go there with you
It's all I can do