I was in church today and fifi was just talking about managing your finances, and i just realised that just by spending on 2 cups of bubble tea a day is gonna cost you a freaky sixty bucks per month, holy macaronized shit.


anyway, Hey.




camp was fine. wasnt too good, wasnt too bad, funny og, funny ogls. normal sth..fun stuff etc, but i was damn friggin tired, i only slept abt 4 hrs before camp started and about 2.5 for each day. okay, so what else..think man, think, dont keep the blog dead..

haha, but looking back it was damn funny, when i first went up to lt20 and met my og i was like, dear God, i said i wanted to serve you and you could send me to do your bidding, with all my heart, i'll go to the ends of the earth for you, but i'm damn sure you got this wrong.

yeah well, He's got a REAL sense of humor. lols.



Deviating away from camp..

Wow, i was kinda amazed at myself for being able to keep faithful in simple stuff i usually was struggling with at the period of time i was having issues with the team. Throughout the camp Holy Spirit really spoke into my life on different issues..and it's not just like another discipleship session, it just covered almost everything in life i was going thru.

One of the really powerful expereinces: I was doing quiet time when the men were out of the bunk, and God was really speaking clearly to me about reaching out to certian people, in their certian places, keeping the faith etc. I really experienced and realised that hey, Christianity isnt abt hype but your personal relationship with God. even in a damn cold camp room, in the supposedly most haunted block in ngee ann, i cld feel the presence of God just as if i was sitting in a service in Heart of God, City harvest, whatever.

What i really learnt was faithfulness and boldness, that being bold for something you truly love for is the best thing you could do, the best thing you could suffer for, and right then God was telling me straight in the face, "hey man, that's the faith i'm looking for in a son like you." And i just felt that I was on my way ascending to be Billy 2.0, according to God's words and promises.



Yeah powerful man! haha


I'll post more tomorrow, got guitar and archery prac tml.




ohyeah,

"It is not a human right, to stand, not fight, while broken nations dream"

So describes bzse.





God be the solution.