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/ 4/14/2008 12:47:00 AM
Monday, April 14, 2008
hahah hey
I was just thinking thru church and the meetings with Dom. eg, the mens meeting. I'm so inspired to see and know such awesome leaders like Pst How & Lia, Dominic, Garrett, Fifi, Charleston etc, and i truly am pushed and inspired to become something like them: a great preacher and teacher, and spiritual father and mother like Pastors, A leader and friend like the zone leaders, a great worship leader in the footsteps of Daniel and Joanne, & so much more! Looking back at how Heart of God Church was brought up from a home connect group, into an industrial park, all the way into town and here to where we are at singpost..it's been a really really long way. People have come to this house of God, stayed on and really gave and are giving their best to God. Sadly some guys lost the fire and the feel for such a great place as this and fell away from their walk with God. So sometimes i look back and i ask myself: what keeps me on? What's the burden of your heart that keeps your love for Jesus and Church going on strong? Sometimes i envision myself in someone else's shoes asking myself, "Is it truly worth it, spending your time, energy and money on a place such as this? why stay on?" It's been a long almost two years since i've stepped into church- and it's really an amazing journey i see in myself too. wow, looking back i've seen myself change from a small, insociable, unopen, angry person, shadowy as a bug hiding from patches of sun, all the way into who i am now, i'm proud to say that i'm a slowly but surely growing, onfire, radical servant of Jesus! Truly what many leaders have prayed for in me and have given me God's words is coming to pass man! and for me, i'm really glad and happy to say that the reason for all this is a God, Jesus and Holy spirit, a true compassionate triune God who's always there for me, guiding me, loving me, touching me, giving His best to me so i can give MY best to HIM. With all these hopes, dreams and loves in my heart, i really have nothing to say but that i'm glad that God has been working in, with and thru me, and my dear friends and family in Christ, and truly, i'm eagerly waiting and getting ready for the amazing move of God that's going to move Heart of God church into new levels of leadership, Influence, love, to really fufill our callings according to what God sees in us! I've said it before and i'll say it again: the future, is truly amazing! :D |
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