Woah, this is going to be one of my first depressing blog posts in a long time. I'm probrably going to look back and scold myself for being such an idiot, and delete everything. Whatever.



You know? I just want to ask what happened!

What happened to the people who were so God-loving and fanatical? Radical for Jesus? What happened to the people who responded to the altar calls and declared their love for Jesus? What happened to the people who walked by faith and not by sight? What happened to the fun loving dudes and dudettes they were? What on earth happened to those people who listened to the Holy Spirit, the Word of God and others?

What happened to the love for God?

Looking at them then and now, What were they doing before they went horribly wrong?




God,

Why must they fall?

You brought them here with your love and kindness

You brought them here thru your servants

You brought them here through us, your hands and feet

They came, they saw You, they loved You, they touched You.

And i thought, "YES! another soul saved for you Lord;"

But why must they fall again

And this time deeper in that pit of nonsense.

And this time so deep it penetrates the darker sides of human morals and society?






God,

I love you

They loved you!

Why must they fall?