Billy,
Don't you get tired of being a Christian?
Don't you get sick of not hearing from God?
Don't you get sick of having to do everything church says?
Don't you get sick of having to study 4 hours a day?
Don't you get sick of having no friends or leaving and coming alone every day?
Don't you get sick of your family?
Don't you get tired of having to evangelise?
Don't you feel weary of fighting a war against family for so long?
Don't you feel guilty that you still fall into temptation and sin?
Don't you feel afraid of screwing up when meeting a new friend?
Don't you just hate the past and what you did?
Don't you just feel hated and unforgived?
Don't you feel discontent with your mental and physical ability?
Don't you think that life is so boring?
Don't you think that your leaders are inadequate?
Don't you think the bible is so limited?
Don't you think that God is just so weird?
Don't you think that living a dream is like living a lie that you can do all things?
Don't you think that living this life is so weary?
Don't you think you're out of place at church?-
I don't.