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/ 5/18/2007 12:10:00 PM
Friday, May 18, 2007
Mood: Very depressed
Listening to: Nothing Congratulations to me, i got a fantastic 33 points For my L1r5. I dont know what's wrong with me or what did i do wrong. I studied, i put in effort, my freaking mum put me through a ordeal of two tutions every freaking day. I'M SO DEAD CAN! Chemistry: D7 FAILED Physics: C6 PASSED Maths: C6 FAILED SS/H: C5 PASSED Lit: B4 PASSED EL C5 PASSED I'm so diassappointed with myself. I screwed up chemistry, english and maths. I didnt write properly for lit so i got myself screwed over. Maths. I FAILED BY ONE PERCENT. ONE BLOODY PERCENT. I'm just freaked out, why is this supposed to happen? I failed 2/6, that's horrible and i can't begin to comprehend why on earth this is happening, i studied, i put in effort, i have God in my life and i'm DOING SO BADLY! I'm just going to go die. I have thoughts of me being a freaking criminal and a begger in the future. I have this strong feeling that i'm never going to make it to mass com, or even poly. I'm so freaked out. I'm just going to die. I might as well just run away. What can i do now?! I TRIED MY BEST and this is what i get. I tried, so hard to do the things i can do, i just screwed everything up. WHY? |
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