Mood: regular
Listening to: Red rain by Red Rain

Today was pretty horrible.


I couldnt sleep the previous night, so i woke up at two, then four, then six. Didint get alot of sleep. Went to school, advertised for red rain, got some people to come.

The horrible part was when we got notified that our spa practical for o levels is going to happen again on the 29th and 30th. The worst part? The skill 3's are 3 days away, and the school very helpfully notified us just today. Worse, Carnival tickets are not sold, and collection is due this friday. Even more horrible: I just sat around in school doing later for about 4 hours. Inter class games were so stupid, and i didnt take amath so i wasted some more time. I got really mad after school because of all that, and even more i was forced to go tution by my mum which resulted in a short argument. Luckily, Mrs rodrigues was not in, so i slept for about half an hour which was really rejuvinating. Still, the rest of my week sucks like hell. I have tution every day again, and my mum is not considering of letting me off. I'm tired, angry and very sick of life and this stupid thing of studying. I'm losing it alr. God tells me to wait and be strong, but can i really do it? I'm doubting it, because this has been going on since the end of last year. You know how much it sucks? It's like being treated like a brainless, emotionless mass homework-doing machine.

wed- Maths and Science
thurs- SS and SPA
fri- SPA and Phyiscs + doomsday (Collection of results.)
sat- CG + Service
sun- double maths and science.


Freak lah. Gotta pull myself together. I can do this! ><