Mood: Solemn
Listening to: Phantom of the opera theme


I'm feeling kinda happy, yet sad, yet serious. Very mixed. Why?

1. Pastors Burden with the church..as family, i feel their weight!
2. One of my best tution teachers is leaving for the USA.
3. School's starting tomorrow.
4. Feel so connected with God right now.
5. Fasting the whole week- half day fast.

Today was nothing much..had tution..went home. Talked to Bernice for a while about cheerleading stuff. If it's something i really wanna say about her, i'd talk about her courage and strength, She dared to do the things some girls wouldn't! haha. Anyway, I also talked to clarence about pastor's burden..and posted on the CG blog as well. It's below:

Hey guys.

You know, i just wanna talk about pastor's burden. You know, sometimes we all face troubles in life and all, and i think maybe this is a obstacle for the church and for the pastors. Through time and time again, pastors have been there for us, preaching, making us better children of God and so on and so forth. I think they really, really love us and have been really patient with us as well. They have sacrificed alot of stuff for us- to see the church grow and everything. They have helped us in many ways too. However..I think maybe this is one thing that pastors need help with.

Although i know the youths have given back alot of stuff in return to their really generous efforts, i think that this issue needs just a little more. Can we try as a Connect Group to put in a little more for them? Maybe try to volunteer your services or put in money for the building fund? If you really can't do anything practical- It's okay. Try to do something spiritual, it works equally as well in both ways! Maybe take a little time more, about fifteen to twenty minutes in your Quiet Time to pray for Pastors How and Lia's Burden? I think pastors have really helped us..and maybe it's time that we help them in turn in any way possible. Let's try to pray and fast for them too okay?

Yup. I think that it's important to fast for the things we need to..I'm going to this week. A small sacrifice for church at least..God's been telling me, that it's my calling, my will to be a child of God. A man with the strength to go through the impossible. I think it's time for me to use my talents and my advantages, sacrifice a bit, and give it to the church. It's not much i can contribute..but i think that that's what i can do at least.

Gonna play warcraft right now, see you guys!