Mood: Bored-happy
Listening to: Teen titans theme.


Hello guys!

Sorry for the late post, kinda busy nowadays. Allright! school's been great, but i've been assigned more and more projects so i'm still packed as hell. I'm growing spiritually still though, still gonna love god and continue loving him. Anyway.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ACS! :D

Yup that's right! We're celebrating founder's day tomorrow. It's gonna be great. after that me, mark, jason and the rest are gonna hit the lan centers the whole day. Can't wait man.

Well, just some updates.

Solved the image problem somehow.
Gonna be online for the next few days! heehee.
Gonna be blogging too as well.

That's it! Gonna watch teen titans now. Tag me guys! haha (:

Mood: Happy
Listening to: Love by John Lennon

Happy cny everyone! haha.

Cny's been okay. great in fact. seen cousins..people..blah blah..nice dudes and dudettes. Kinda cool after you haven't seen them for so long. Okay whatever. Going visiting bye bye! :D

HAVE FAITH!

Mood: Happy
Listening to: In my life

There are places I'll remember
All my life though some have changed
Some forever not for better
Some have gone and some remain
All these places have their moments
With lovers and friends I still can recall
Some are dead and some are living
In my life I've loved them all

But of all these friends and lovers
There is no one compares with you
And these memories lose their meaning
When I think of love as something new
Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more

Though I know I'll never lose affection
For people and things that went before
I know I'll often stop and think about them
In my life I love you more
In my life I love you more

Happy cny everyone!

Mood: Happy
Listening to: Love by John Lennon


Love is real, real is love
Love is feeling, feeling love
Love is wanting to be loved
Love is touch, touch is love
Love is reaching, reaching love
Love is asking to be loved

Love is you
You and me
Love is knowing
we can be

Love is free, free is love
Love is living, living love
Love is needed to be loved

Happy Valentines Day <3

Mood: Calm
Listening to: History Maker by Delirous

Hey guys. Just a few updates, changed my routines and stuff.


1. I will not be attending CG because of personal reasons, It'll be explained later down the post.

2. I will step down from my cca in July, have to finish another copy of acsday and train up some people.

3. Just updated a new blogskin, did it when i was bored on sunday. Based on a christian theme as well.

4. I will not be coming online or blogging regularly, I have lots of work to do. If you want to reach me, reach through e-mail.


Allright. School today was fine, quite boring in fact. We had two really impactful lectures from Mr Eric Loh and Ms Nuridah Lee about the importance of homework and o-levels. I take it as a reality check- I think i'm not studying hard enough. The reason why i've been placing these updates is because i'm making a descision to really work hard this year. I know my seniors didn't do well, and i'm determined to set things right and study hard and make a difference. I don't want to be those people, crying and begging for their teachers to write a suggestion for Direct School Admission or for even a simple testimonial. I want to get into mass comm. No more, no less. If i don't make it, so be it. At least i tried. I really think my class needs a reform, maybe our principal, Mr Ng, should talk to us again about the o's. I feel that after the o's, it's going to be a time where i start working towards the working world, and right now, everyone should at least try to take things seriously. Sometimes i feel like slapping those noisemakers away to a hellish death, but what can i do? I'm just that average joe in class. Still, i'm determined to go ahead and study, and i'm trying my best to infulence others as well. Maybe i'll start with my christian friends, i don't know. Graduation. Sigh.


While i was preparing for lit class the other day, I came across a very beautiful, poignant comment in the English Teacher. It says, "We all come together to go apart again." This is made by the protagonist, Krishnan. Generally..I just can't help but feel that my years in Acs Barker. They are 4 years of change and incredible revelation. I don't feel like leaving my friends and my Acs spirit behind for a better future, and i really wish i could stay forever. I've grown to like this school, I don't think anything's going to replace what, by grace, God has given to me through the school community. I'm going to miss the talks by Mr Ng, The devotions, the morning chapel. Sometimes i wonder what i'll do when one day in my working life, I happen to pass by barker road. Should I walk in and embrace the school and it's life once more, or just walk on for a better future? Sometimes i envision myself teaching and helping students there, and sometimes i envision myself doing other good things in that school, especially for the christian committee. It's a mix of thoughts and feelings that i've never considered before, I feel a little sad that i'm going to leave.

But well, as they say. Life goes on. I think God has given me a mission to do in this school, to start a great movement that has been lost to the new age and new habits. I don't want to give up..I think i will go back and help after i graduate. God gave me this mission..and i don't want to fail it or give it up because of graduation. I don't want to pass the torch, i want to continue running for God and Acs even though i'm gone as a student. Perhaps one day, I shall consider returning to school to do God's work as a serious christian.


Aside school matters. I was talking to Chloe the other day about O level results and stuff, and i was talking to other friends too. Somehow i feel that these friends have made me such a different person. I feel that these people have enlightened and awakened me in social, spiritual and mental ways. I look back, and i find that i'm no longer the emo, lonely quiet guy i've always been. I'm not so lazy or angry anymore, i've changed in a funny way. I just feel...Grateful. Even to those friends like Sara, whom i don't keep in contact with. Every friend seems to impact me in every single action they do, and change me, In both good and bad ways. In some ways..many ways. I'm happy to have met them. I feel very thankful to God that he placed such good friends like Yingbin, Joshua, Chloe Chan & Cheng, Wanjing, Siyin and Amresh. They've made me who i am today, Molded my character into something better. I just feel, so happy with them around. I really want to thank God for doing this in my life.

Just all in all, Work, Friends, God, School, It's just going on, Bad or good, Better or worse. It's going to be a tough world i feel..But still. I'm preparing myself mentally. I'll continue posting more the next time, I've got to do work now. Catch you guys sometime next time.

Mood: Calm
Listening to: Clarity Live

Hey guys. Has been a long time since i last blogged, sorry, I'm busy.

Anyway, just to keep you updated. School has been fine, CCA's hectic. For my test results, It's going a-okay! So far i've got:

23/25 for lit
Passed for History
12/25 for chem
10/18 for SS
4/18 for physics
19/23 for maths.

Most of it's quite bad, but actually if you compare it to the class i'm on the top 15. How cool is that? Plus, I aced the class in History, Lit and Math :D So anyway, for cca i've been working without much sleep the past few nights. Doing stuff for founder's day and all that crap..working on ACSDAY and doing a logo for the national litrature council, for some national litrature festival. Neat huh? hahah (: I've also got to teach some guys in my cca..This sec 1 dude called Wei Han's gonna be my disciple..hope everything turns out okay!

Some great news: While i was talking to Ms Lee the other day, she told me about honour's night..I'm pretty much assured a place for my services to the school! :D :D :D


Allright, Enough about school. Let's talk about ytd (:

Had tution in the morning..An old student, Leanne, Called my teacher and told her that she got really bad grades for o levels. The cool thing is that she got an A1 for lit..that set her off threatening me with horrible means and ways of execution if i don't do her proud. ( I've been under her since sec 1. LOL. ) After tution, I left for lunch at the grand hyatt with a bunch of my father's friends, and my father's of course. It was good. Went to pete's place, ate the anti-pasta buffet. Had a long talk with Peck Ming and John Lau and the rest about current affiars..especially the freaking education system. At about two, we left the place and went out ways. My dad took me to buy new shoes for CNY..Really cool although it's white and navy.

Went to church after that..I half ran there cause i thought i was late, but oh well. It was okay. Service was wonderful! God was beside me all the time, I could feel his presence really strongly. We sang Take it all, Fire fall down and some other songs. Totally rocked! Well, pastors were away in bintan, so a cool video was played. This evangelist called reinhard was talking about the blood of jesus and it's purpose. I kid you not, it was darned funny. Best thing i've heared in years okay. Couldnt stop laughing! (AND THE....ANOINTING FROM GODDD! *wraps his arms around body around like a crazy man*)

Anyway. Cool thing is god told me that day that "I'm going to do my work through your work!" I feel so honoured. lol. But seriously, i think that god's such an amazing god, even though i'm busy and i have no time for prayer group..he's there for me and he's helping me to keep the fire going in acsbr. (:

After that one heaven of a service, i went off with Jieru and friends to park mall for a while..sorted out my booklets and left for reunion dinner. Met valerie at the station! hahha. Cool thing was she was going to a reunion dinner too! hahaha! Went to chinatown together and saw Julian too. Anyway, i rushed off and waved goodbye to her and went to meet my dear mom and dad. It was intresting. Cousins are so old now >< Family's okay..My grand-dad's okay but a bit weak. haha.

Anyway, that's about it i have to blog. I'll keep posting and stuff okay? Sorry guys.