Mood: Thinkish.
Listening to: Inner City Blues, Covered by John Mayer & Band, Featuring DJ Logic.


Hey dudes. Sorry i missed church, had issues at home ):

Anyway. Life seems so strange now. I mean, sometimes i get confused. You know the feeling you get when someone promises you something GREAT and WONDERFUL and in the end it never ever seems to come? Yeah. I've been feeling that strange and intresting feeling recently, It's been affecting my Mental Balance. I feel strangely very very inlined to play than work. What else, I've been feeling really out of touch with God when i was stopped from going service yesterday, and when all sorts of problems began. I feel really upset i missed my first follow up lesson, and in replacement i got a dim sum lunch and a nice lecture on how important it is for me NOT TO EVANGELISE. (As if my parents know anything on that side.) My Grandfather's really sick too, I feel very sorry and sad for him. I really hope he gets better. Well, feeling very very disgusted at the world and at my apathetic and selfish self, I decided to waste my day away playing computer games. Finally finished Mil Agro campaign on Metal Fatigue.

Well, i was talking to Jingfen today about why i skipped service. Well, in the end she told me to have faith in myself and that God will make a way for me although i face persecution and rejection. Well, maybe God puts trials and tribulations in me and doesn't answer my prayers because he wants to train me up for future problems and harder circumstances. Maybe so. Whatever it is, I really want to keep having faith in GOD and Myself. It's disgustingly hard..but i'm trying as hard as i can.


What else. Today i dropped by ngee ann poly. It's so freaking incredible. I die die, die must get in there to take mass comm. Talk more on it tomorrow!


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