Mood: Clear.
Listening to: Rain Down by Delirous.

Well, been to service yesterday. Although i felt so uncomfortable and distant..and scared at first, well, god brought me back and cleared my doubts and fears. Helped me get through my grief and helped me rise through my emotions and my cloud of unsureness.

I'm gonna keep running the christian race and keep living the christian life. Times are tough, I lost trust in god and in the church for one week, but the test that god put in front of me has made me stronger. So yup. I no longer want to stop the train of life. I want it to accelerate and go on! Haha! Yup. I'm back a bigger, stronger, happier and more wiser Billy like no other Billy i've been. :D

Accepted the holy spirit too. Things seem very clear in my head now, and i hesitate when i have the temptation to slack and stuff. God works in ways amazing, i can see myself changing a bit and my family changing too (:

Nothing to blog in particular..i'll end off here.


-Still running the race-