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/ 11/20/2006 10:30:00 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006

I don't know what i should believe in
I don't know what i should care for more
I don't know if i should continue fighting for my dreams
I don't know if i should continue being who i am
I don't even know if i am who i am
Or what i am.
Or what i am going to become.
I feel so helpless. Everything i seems to do goes down the drain.
Everything seems to just upset everyone.
I have so much head aches and pains and heart aches and heart breaks that i have no word in my vocabulary or no word i can find in the dictonary to sincerely express how i feel now.
It's just nothing but it's something.
I have to belive in something
but why does everything just go down the drain.
why.
Is it because i am who i am.
I am confused.
I'm frightened.
I don't know if i should continue living with myself.
I don't have enough emotion to express how angry and sad i am.
I'm emotionless.
It's just all blown away by some stupid mistake
Just help me
I wonder who is there
I mean help me.
Just change my life.
Just help me.
I'm alone.
I'm sitting alone with no one
Because everyone just hates me.
I've got nothing anymore.
I don't think my head is working.
I am not who i feel i am.

I don't know..I'm alone.

Someone help me.

I'm just sending an s.o.s.

Pick up somone. please. help me.



Living to make His Name high!
"the peace of God that surpasses all understanding"
Hillsong
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