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/ 11/27/2006 05:20:00 PM
Monday, November 27, 2006

Instructions: Name 20 people you can think of at the top of your head. Do not read the questions below before you write and tag 5 people to do this survey.

1. Siyin
2. Tracy
3. Bernice
4. Anqi
5. Kris
6. Joshua
7. Kenneth
8. Valerie
9. Zhenghui
10. Benjamin
11. Yingbin
12. Jia ying
13. Lisa
14. Cherie
15. lynette
16. Timothy
17. Isaac
18. Ranford
19. Edmund
20. Jieru

How did you meet 14?(Lisa)
Through alot alot alot of people. Really alot!

What would you do if you never met 1?(Siyin)
My life would be boring..and i would have never have been able to know christ at all. really. If i never met her i wouldnt have learnt about true friendship & love (:

What would you do if 20 and 9 dated?(Jieru & Zhenghui)
*faints*

Would 6 and 19 make a good couple? (Joshua & Edmund)
*Faints and dies* (NO)

Describe 3. (Bernice)
She is a very attractive and pretty girl, she cares alot about me and she just adds the spice in my life..and we are totally the same! we are like twins in a way..so much in common! <3

Do you think 8 is attractive?(Valerie)
She thinks she's short but i think she's very, very very very attractive & pretty. (: See her and you'll know why i said that!

Say something about 7. (Kenneth)
He was in hoGc as a child.

Do you know any of 12's family members?(Jiaying)
She has a sister and a brother!

What would you do if 11 confesses she likes you?(Yingbin)
She likes me alreadly and i like her alot too..<33333

Who is 9 going out with?(Zhenghui)
Ask her..heehee. I think she's single

How old is 16 now?(Timothy)
15!

When was the last time you talked to 13?(Lisa)
Few days ago, WE WERE BOTH HYPERRR

Who is 2's favourite band/singer?(Tracy)
I don't know leh. Red rain?hahahah!

Would you date 7?(Kenneth)
Nope. I prefer girls (:

Is 15 single?(Lynette)
I have no idea! hahahh!

Would you ever be in a serious relationship with 11?(Yingbin)
We are in a serious relationship as grand father and grand daughter! :D

What school does 3 go to?(Bernice)
Bernice goes to tkgs!

Where does 6 live?(Joshua)
Near adam road food center. heehee!

What is your favourite thing about 5?(Kriss)
HE IS FUUNNNYYYYYY

5 PEOPLE TO DO THIS QUIZ:
ALL



/ 11/25/2006 09:10:00 PM
Saturday, November 25, 2006

Since i am pressured to post on the youth camp i will post my reflections up here.

These are my reflections on the youth camp, It's my personal thoughts,
feelings, developments and inspirations. Please read it clearly. Personally,
I thought the youth camp would be all fun, games, all that nonsense that
teenagers usually do such as sports and really funny games. I was instead,
greeted by much more than i expected. The youth camp presented to me an
amazing spectrum of incredible of things, ranging from the incredible and
extremely impactful night services, to the fun stuff like the amazing race.
I shall start my reflection on the sermons first.

What i feel about the first sermon is that it reminds me of my place, who i
am, what i should do, and what i am looking for in life. It's like a
reminder from god to remember my place and look back on what i've done. The
sermon told us to build our own altars for ourselves so in case a friend or
a leader backslides, we will be still on fire for god and we will worship
him no matter what. I intepret that as a reminder for me to be loyal. I can
see why this needs to be mentioned; Some youths in singapore have problems
with these sort of things. Take for instance, the everyday schoolchild.
Although their main purpose in school is to study and learn, their top
priorities are replaced with entertainment and stress-relieving objects such
as the television and the personal computer. The child's mind slowly begins
to dislike school because they have to attend school every day and they
would rather spend time at home with entertainment all around them. The same
applies for the everyday young & growing christian; Although our main
priority is The Father, The Son, And The Holy Ghost, we seem to place things
such as friends, entertainment, sometimes even work and co-curricular
activites in front of him unconciously. Sometimes, these things even turn
our minds against The Holy Trinity. Therefore this switching of priorities
and wrong thinking results in backsliding, and there is an obvious risk of
the backslider influencing the other members of the church who like to hang
around, admire, or look up to the person to backslide as well. So overall,
the purpose of the sermon and it's main goal has persuaded me to make a
change and reconfirm my actions in serving the Holy Trinity. I have decided
to make time for church and cancel out all other activities in the way. I
have also decided to make it a commitment to build my own altar and do the
regular things a christian would do; Quiet time, Prayer, Meditation,
Contemplation, Reading of the Holy Bible, and last but not least, Worship.
This sermon has also inspired me to put the same thing in my co-curricular
activities, school, and in my daily life. In short: The sermon has taught me
to build my own altar, and live my life being loyal to the things i have
come to admire and love no matter what others do, think, feel, or percieve.

The second sermon has impacted me just as strongly. Pastor used the imagery
of the surfing culture, and the waves as a comparison to what the church is
about to become and what the church is attempting to create in it's youths.
It has really inspired me to do many things; Firstly to put faith in the
things i am not strong at. I admire the guy who came up to stage because he
felt like he was a good singer, but wasn't really good in controlling his
voice. I salute him because he is not afraid to do the things he wants to
do, although others may laugh at him. I also was inspired to put my faith in
my weaknesses by the masses who emerged from the audience on pastor's call
to those who feel that they would like to be leaders in church. They are not
afraid, and for that i really, truly admire their mindset and their
boldness. Secondly, It has inspired me to lead. I have done a terrible job
in leading people in school, and i will make an effort to do it again. This
time however, i shall make a difference and really come into the lives of
the juniors i will be teaching, inspire them, give them dreams, hopes and
visions, like Lynette has done, and so has the Pastors. I have been also
inspired to serve in church. Although i fear that it will affect my studies,
I have made a commitment to place god in front of everything, and i will try
with every fiber in my body to make time for that. Thirdly, It has inspired
me to write for god. During prayer, god gave me a glimpse into the future. I
had a vision of myself leading a group of not ten or twently, but a few
hundred of the new wave Pastor talked about. I saw myself speaking in front
of a crowd of people in the art gallery and i could see their faces, all
looking up to me and beaming, their minds riddled with the bullets of
inspiration and admiration, and above all, I could see thier souls burning
brighter for the glory of god. I also had another vision of myself in
africa, helping the people as a missionary. I helped this african lady and
her family up, and i remember and i saw myself pressing the Holy bible and a
crucifix necklace into her hands. All in all, these visions, inspirations
and dreams have impacted me deeply, and have made me move to a better
future.

This is about all i have to say about the two sermons. I shall now elaborate
my feelings on the youth camp itself. The youth camp i have to say, has
changed my life. I have a new best friend Aaron Lee, (Lynette's request.) I
have met new brothers and sisters in Christ, and have gotten to know each
and every one of them in different ways; personality, character, mindset,
past, and present. I have also gained new skills and habits, as well as
learnt a few good lessons such as the importance of bathing, why we must do
things ourselves, and why wearing a singlet & shorts to sleep in an air con
room is nasal suicide. As for the activities, it was just pure fun. I had a
great time with the combined team, Vision 3:16 during the amazing race
around Singapore. I had fun making up the cheers and helping the team out,
stealing people's flags and seeing people get splashed and get smeared with
toothpaste the last night of the camp. I would have to say that the camp
passed by a little to fast and that it was a little tiring at times. But
still, it as an exellent and enriching exprerience, and i loved it to the
core. I would like to say as well, i cannot wait for the next youth camp,
and i would do anything in the world to be able to attend it.

This is all I have to say. I will be expanding on it, but in the meantime please read through it, and if possible give me some comments.

Thanks.


-Bill.



/ 11/23/2006 09:46:00 PM
Thursday, November 23, 2006

Congrats to me for 301th post. (Yes i just realised, i'm a blur man, and count that as the 302nd if include this.)

You know what? I'm feeling super creative today. I'm going to release this skin on blogskins and then make up something grand. I'll do that and catch you lovely people later. (:



/ 11/23/2006 02:27:00 PM

Listening to: Love soon, By John Mayer
Mood: Serene-Tired.

I'm back from youth camp! Haha.

Okay. I shall talk about it later cause i'm really tired and i don't want to type. I shall go and nab something really cool from my favourite musician's (John Mayer, and yes he has a blog. It's really cool & funny. ) blog for you guys to read ^^


+ SUNDAY, OCTOBER 29, 2006

CHANGE

I've been thinking about something lately.

Imagine this:

You're on an airplane, sleeping with your head against the window, your heart set on being home this time three hours from now. All of a sudden, something goes very wrong. The plane stops moving across the air and instead starts falling through it. The lights are flickering and the movie is skipping. The plane dips hundreds of feet in seconds, and the yellow cups fall from the ceiling. They're a brighter shade of yellow than you remember, because unlike the demonstration, these cups have never been handled before. "Flight attendants take your seats now", you hear, the pilot's voice trembling over a cacophony of alert tones. You get that smell in the bridge of your nose like you've just been hit with a football. That's what the fear smells like. The plane is going down.

Four more drastic drops in under a minute. People are crying. For all the folklore about how your life flashes before your eyes, you're remarkably fixed on one vision - your parents. They're sleeping at this very moment, in a bedroom so quiet they can hear the clock in the kitchen. And you can see them, clear as can be. You wish you could see a playground or a first kiss, but all you can see is your parents sleeping. Huh. Well, that's that.

Several long minutes go by. Then, all at once, the lights come back on and the plane somehow rights itself. Some people cheer, but most people cry harder. The plane lands about an hour later, and as soon as you feel that touch down - hell, even when you were within 50 feet of the ground and could still technically survive a fall - you realize that however you brokered the deal between you and God worked; you've just been granted life in overtime.

Here's the question: what do you change? Whom do you call that you haven't spoken to in years? Whom do you realize has been toxic to your heart and drop with surprising ease? What trips do you cancel, and what trips do you book? What can't you be bothered with anymore? What's the new you like?




Think about that, and then ask one more question. Why not just change it all right now?



Thinking.




-Bill.



/ 11/20/2006 11:28:00 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006

okay. must not be depressed. God will make a way. *exhales.*



/ 11/20/2006 10:30:00 PM

I don't know what i should believe in
I don't know what i should care for more
I don't know if i should continue fighting for my dreams
I don't know if i should continue being who i am
I don't even know if i am who i am
Or what i am.
Or what i am going to become.
I feel so helpless. Everything i seems to do goes down the drain.
Everything seems to just upset everyone.
I have so much head aches and pains and heart aches and heart breaks that i have no word in my vocabulary or no word i can find in the dictonary to sincerely express how i feel now.
It's just nothing but it's something.
I have to belive in something
but why does everything just go down the drain.
why.
Is it because i am who i am.
I am confused.
I'm frightened.
I don't know if i should continue living with myself.
I don't have enough emotion to express how angry and sad i am.
I'm emotionless.
It's just all blown away by some stupid mistake
Just help me
I wonder who is there
I mean help me.
Just change my life.
Just help me.
I'm alone.
I'm sitting alone with no one
Because everyone just hates me.
I've got nothing anymore.
I don't think my head is working.
I am not who i feel i am.

I don't know..I'm alone.

Someone help me.

I'm just sending an s.o.s.

Pick up somone. please. help me.



/ 11/18/2006 10:57:00 PM
Saturday, November 18, 2006

Current mood: A peculiar mixture of happiness, tiredness and self-disgust.
Listening to: Open up the sky.


Hello people.

I'm blogging now since i have nothing to do, and because i haven't blogged for a long time. Life's been very different now, I've gone through alot, made new friends, experienced new things that i've never dreamt seeing at all. However, I just need to say, I feel very pathetic. I've been through so many months and all i've done is waste money, go out, enjoy and do nothing. I feel like doing something man, I'm starting to look like a couch potato or a fun addict. I really need to do something fresh, intresting and rewards well.

So anyway, I shall blog about my past few weeks since i have been blogging rubbish for who knows when. Last week, I had Zone meeting on tuesday. I brought Joshua along with me. Well as usual, it was really amazing. Played sharades at the start, loser had to eat some mixture of terrible stuff.

- we apologize for the interruption, Bill is currenly experiencing laziness. WHEEHEEHEEEHEEEEEE-



/ 11/17/2006 11:42:00 PM
Friday, November 17, 2006

Worthy is the lamb
Third Day
Alleluia, Alleluia
For our Lord God Almighty reigns
Alleluia, Alleluia
For our Lord God Almighty reigns

Holy, Holy
Are You Lord God Almighty
Worthy is the Lamb
Worthy is the Lamb
You are Holy
Holy
Are You Lord God Almighty
Worthy Is the Lamb
Worthy Is the Lamb
Amen

Holy, You are holy
King of kings, Lord of lords
You are holy
Holy, you are holy
King of kings, Lord of lords
I worship you



/ 11/13/2006 07:13:00 PM
Monday, November 13, 2006

I just thought of an ending for a book.


After years of searching, after years of an aimless struggle in a desolate, clandestine, dark world, He had finally, truly, found his purpose in life. He was at peace. As the last remenants of his physical strength left him, he permitted himself a small smile across his weary face as he dreamt that one day, someday, the world will change for the better.



/ 11/12/2006 10:06:00 PM
Sunday, November 12, 2006



holy shit

Other significant people




/ 11/08/2006 08:03:00 PM
Wednesday, November 08, 2006

You Are 20% Obsessive

You're less prone to obsessive thoughts than the rest of the world...
While you do get hung up from time to time, you're excellent at clearing your mind.


You Are 28% Slacker

You have a few slacker tendencies, but overall you tend not to slack.
You know how to relax when the time is right, but you aren't lazy!


Your Birth Month is May

Unique and creative, you seek your own path in life.
You love change and are able to adapt to any situation.

Your soul reflects: Sweetness, joy, and a complete life.

Your gemstone: Emerald

Your flower: Lily of the Valley

Your colors: Yellow, red, and green


You Have Fantastic Karma

You are a kind, sensitive, and giving person.
And all your good deeds will pay off - if they haven't already.
But you're not so concerned with what you get in return anyway.
You have an innate caring nature - and nothing can change that!



You Are a Visionary Soul

You are a curious person, always in a state of awareness.
Connected to all things spiritual, you are very connected to your soul.
You are wise and bright: able to reason and be reasonable.
Occasionally, you get quite depressed and have dark feelings.

You have great vision and can be very insightful.
In fact, you are often profound in a way that surprises yourself.
Visionary souls like you can be the best type of friend.
You are intuitive, understanding, sympathetic, and a good healer.

Souls you are most compatible with: Old Soul and Peacemaker Soul


You Were a Beaver

You are able to get things done, through persistence and innovation.
Success and productivity are what make you happy in life.

WTF BEAVER -.-'


You Are a Liberal for Life

You've got a bleeding heart - and you're proud of it.
For you, liberal means being compassionate, pro-government, and anti-business.
You believe in equality for every person, and you consider yourself universally empathetic.
Helping others is not just political for you ... it's very personal too.


Your EQ is 120

50 or less: Thanks for answering honestly. Now get yourself a shrink, quick!
51-70: When it comes to understanding human emotions, you'd have better luck understanding Chinese.
71-90: You've got more emotional intelligence than the average frat boy. Barely.
91-110: You're average. It's easy to predict how you'll react to things. But anyone could have guessed that.
111-130: You usually have it going on emotionally, but roadblocks tend to land you on your butt.
131-150: You are remarkable when it comes to relating with others. Only the biggest losers get under your skin.
150+: Two possibilities - you've either out "Dr. Phil-ed" Dr. Phil... or you're a dirty liar.


Your Dating Purity Score: 100%

You are an innocent dater.
You're either lacking in dating experience or have had a long serious relationship.
Either way, there's still plenty of fish in the sea out there for you to sample!


You Will Die at Age 79

You're pretty average when it comes to how you live...
And how you'll die as well.

-.-


You've Changed 60% in 10 Years

You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person.
You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you.



Your Seduction Style: Au Natural

You rank up there with your seduction skills, though you might not know it.
That's because you're a natural at seduction. You don't realize your power!
The root of your natural seduction power: your innocence and optimism.

You're the type of person who happily plays around and creates a unique little world.
Little do you know that your personal paradise is so appealing that it sucks people in.
You find joy in everything - so is it any surprise that people find joy in you?

You bring back the inner child in everyone you meet with your sincere and spontaneous ways.
Your childlike (but not childish) behavior also inspires others to care for you.
As a result, those who you befriend and date tend to be incredibly loyal to you.



/ 11/08/2006 02:51:00 PM

thirty of the most random questions

Message: 1. In two words, explain what ended your last
relationship?
Non existent

2. When was the last time you shaved your legs?
I don't shave my legs WHAT THE HELL

3. What were you doing this morning at 8am?
Video course, I was chatting and blogging, and trying to get the stupid computer working

4. What were you doing 15 minutes ago?
On the bus home

5. Are you any good at math?
Emaths yup! Amaths = Die alr can

6. Your prom night?
No prom

7. Do you have any famous ancestors?
Don't know leh. Admiral Zheng He?

8. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for
school?
NO. I'M NOT POOR.

9. Do you know the words to the song on your
friendster profile?
Salt sweat, sugar on the asphalt! yeah i do.

10. Last thing received in the mail?
New friendster testimonial from pei qi! HA.

11.Different beverages have you drank today?
Water, Milo, Orange drink.

12. Do you ever leave messages on people's
answering machines?
No?

13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to?
Phantom of the opera!


14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you
go to the beach?
Yup! fun!

15. What's the most painful dental procedure
you've had?
None.

16. What is out your back door?
Garden..Poles of clothes..the patio..lovely scenery.

17. Any plans for Friday night?
Was gonna go do CG, but i'm prolly gonna play lan!


18. Do you like the ocean?
YES YES YES

19. Have you ever received one of those big tins of
3 different kinds of popcorn for Christmas?
Nope.

20. Have you ever been to a planetarium?
What the hell is a planitarium

21. Something you are excited about?
Holidays!

23. What is your favorite flavor of JELLO?
never ate one before.

24. Are any of your great-grandparents still alive?
one! 100 years old!

25. Describe your keychain.
Buddhist Hu-Gong. I'm going to find a cross and add it there!

26.. Where do you keep your change?
wallet. -.-

27. When was the last time you spoke in front of a
large group of people?
Yesterday.

28. what kind of winter coat do you have?
Formal

29. What was the weather like on your graduation?
I'm not graduating!

30. Do you sleep with the door to your room
open or closed?
Closed because the air con is on and there are mosquitoes!



/ 11/08/2006 09:37:00 AM

Hey guys.

Yesterday -> Video editing course. So sucks can. So boring..I slept two times during the course and i wasn't tired at all. lol. After enduring about..6 hours of torture, Jia and Wes and I went to play lan at Paradiz Bubble tea..Played Cs and generals. Generals was so freaking fun can..hahah. In the end wes had about 5 scud storms and I had eight nukes. We wasted it all on the last building =P But the bad thing was..There was so much explosions and special effects that wesley's computer hung like shit. (:

After that was Zone meeting. I expected administrative stuff and all..planning for dates ahead but wow it was another cool worship-sermon-prayer session that so totally rocked. Went in..joshua called me on the band acsi thingy. (OH if you guys didnt know there's a 10$ ticket concert on sat at ACSI. I think it's gonna be pretty cool!) Saw edmund..tracy (Hi Bee! :D) yeah..We played the hands twisting game..and it was damn funny cause the losing team had to eat wasabe and their reactions were damn funny can. The sermon was cool (: About faith and hope. ( Somehow it always has something to do with me and my life. weird!) worship and prayer was really amazing cause the presence of god was..really amazing. so strong can. It's like i really feel emotional and filled with energy! When the zone leader was praying I cried..(It's weird man. Even when i think about it i feel like crying man. Oh and somehow today i'm using brackets exessively. how intresting. -.- ) I just felt like bursting from the inside out. During that emotional period god talked to me and told me that i'm his child and he loves me. I was really happy after that can..smiling till i went home. When i woke up today also damn happy. LOL.

I shall continue posting later because i am in school and i'm supposed to do video editing.



/ 11/06/2006 06:08:00 PM
Monday, November 06, 2006

HELLO PEOPLE. I hopped over to tracy's blog and i decided to do this quiz.

1. My ex is still: Non existent. WAHA

2. I am listening to: My dad clicking on his mouse thing on the laptop, myself breathing, and typing.

3. Maybe I should: Start doing something useful. I've been doing nothing, (I MEAN NOTHING) for the past few days.

4. I love: God, Family, Friends, Music, Guitar, and my adopted strawberrie bunnie. =.='

6. I don't understand: How come 75 % of people who die from alcohol die because they smash their head on the toilet bowl before vomiting

7. I lost: A big blue bear and a chance to kiss john mayer. LOL. nothing actually

8. People say: God doesn't exist, I can't see him. I say: Open the eyes of your heart first, then you will see.

9. The meaning of my screen name is: ((ZONE-D))·$7 STRAWBERRY BILLIE.·$1 You came from heaven to earth, to show the way! From the earth to the cross,My debt to pay!

((ZONE-D)) - The zone that i am in in Heart of god church!

STRAWBERRY BILLIE- Since people who are born after 1980 are part of the strawberry clan, and because someone ( >:) ) Started calling me that, I have become known as strawberry billie. WAHAHAH

You came from heaven to earth..- Lyrics from, "Lord i lift your name on high" I choose this song because it's meaningful, nice, jumpy, cool, intresting and very addictive. And because i can play it on guitar! :D

10. Love is: a very complicated thing.

The best love- God's love
The wonderful love- True love
The great love- Family love
The good love- Friend's love
The nice love- Puppy love
The okay love- Crushes
The ugly love- Fake love
The stupid love- Thinking that having a boyfriend or girlfriend is cool.
The retarded love- Thinking that purpose of having a crush is to have sex
The bitchy love- Thinking that your partner has to be there all the time 24/7 no matter what or you'll scold him or her for not telling you that he/she loves you
The wah-lao-eh-you-go-die-now love- Thinking that the purpose of loving someone is to leech on them

Love god, Love family, Love friends, And love your love of your life. :D

11. Somewhere, someone is: Suffering profusely or in pain. I really want to help somehow. =
12. I will always: LOVE YOUUUUU! HAHA NO. I will always play pool once per week. And go church :D NO MATTER WHATT

13. Forever seems: Forever. WEEEEEEEEEE what else

14. I never ever want to: Fall in love and commit suicide because of that, Or get hated by people. It sucks!

15. My cell phone is: On, with three bars, with a picture of my brother, and a very, very scratched keypad.

16. When I wake up in the morning: I smile because god has graciously given me another day to live. I lose that smile when my mother go tells me to do things, and i frown when i realise that i have tution.

17. I get annoyed when: Some asshole tells you stuff that is insulting, but he does because of his like and his love for doing it, and when i discover the very very shocking and laughable fact that he does not know what he is talking about, and that he is not very matured up there or has a very tiny, tiny, egg sized brain in his thick, stupidly resocialized, sweaty head. WOAH THAT WAS A LONG SENTENCE! *clap clap clap*

18. Parties are: 10% alcohol, 20% food, 15% cool, 5% stupid, 50% fun.

19. My pet(s) is(are): A yellow, cute, soft and feathery Budgerigar that i named the yellow submarine. WHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOT

20. Kisses are the best when: You meet this person, and then you build up a relationship with her, and you be her friend. When you meet her and you realise you like her, and when she likes you, and time seems to stop there. THAT, is the best time, to have a kiss. ( So sadly, I have never had this experience and that makes me very very depressed. I even screw up trying the first step even I really wish that one day it'll come true! I shall make it a point to pray to god and ask him about love =\ )

21. Today I: Went to play lan with Mervyn. It was intense fun, but my head spun alot.

22. Tomorrow I: Have zone meeting. And a very, very stupid course.

23. I really want: To see her again. :S

24. Really want to ask: DOES ANYONE PLAY POOL HERE I WANT TO PLAY



/ 11/04/2006 04:54:00 AM
Saturday, November 04, 2006

Okay. 5am in the morning, i just woke up, my eyes are wide open so i'll post. What these past few weeks have been is just pure different. Last saturday i was invited to heart of god church by zhenghui. You know my usual skeptical self, I prepared like WOAH so many questions and didn't even bother listening. Well but the strange thing is that you know the whole atmosphere there is different man. It's not like your normal church-service-sermon-ahh go home Thing, It somehow gives a really warm feeling to people even such as me visiting for the first time. After the whole thing i decided to just screw the questions and just enjoy. It's a funny feeling, it's like at some point i realised that my questions are going to be answered/have been answered. I'm kinda freaked out so to speak, because actually on wednesday, My CG leader spoke to me and prayed for me. She told me stuff that's so freaking fascinating to hear out of a person you've just known for half an hour or so. She told me my aims..my struggle in life. What i've been going through and what i've been looking for. She prayed to god for an encounter to make me see things..and at that point in time she finished up and went to pray for others. I was left with differnt thoughts and different feelings till suddenly i had this overpowering, over dominating thought that just potruded out of my mind. It's like someone just spoke inside my brain okay, i swear, I SWEAR. It went, "Put your faith in your heart and in all you do. Don't give up."

After church and a few miniutes of contemplation i realised that this voice was god, and i was just touched by him. It's just so fascinating because after that encounter i left the place a different person, a person with less doubts, fears, and more understanding. A person who is cleansed from all difficulty and hardship. It's like being born again, literally. I can't explain why this happens. But it did. The only thing i have to say is that wow, thank god that i went to heart of god church. It's a new experience and a new life, A new everything. New friends, New understanding, new thoughts and actions. A NEW HEART :D

I shall tell you people more later! Right now i have to go walk with my dad.


Jesus, you rock man.



/ 11/03/2006 12:08:00 PM
Friday, November 03, 2006

HELLO (:

Okay so i didn't post for a few days but SO WHAT MAN anyway. These few weeks have been different and i don't have the time to post why but ask me anyway. (:


Many people will ask: WHY THE OLD SKIN
I say: I don't know. i listen to blues?


The actual answer is that i got bored of listening to love will keep us alive and looking at the swing-treehouse every day. I'd rather ogle at something prettier.


Done. YAY post finished. WOOHOO. Oh by the way. I was looking in my archives and i found this crazy thing me and bengammin poh came up with while we were doing elearning!






What Elearning does to you.
What was the main tactics of propoganda in 1933 onwards, and how did hitler ensure it possible?

After 1933, nine special editions were
published, often timed to appear at the annual Nuremberg
rally, focusing on themes such as ritual murder by Jews,
Jewish criminality, the world Jewish conspiracy, and
Jewish sexual crimes. Circulation dropped sharply after
1940, owing partly to wartime paper shortages, although
Hitler assured Der Sturmer enough paper to continue
publication.

-At this point, stress settles in.-

However, the mother boring cow said mooooooooooooo and therefore,
hitler lost his other testicle. Therefore, the Jewish sexual crimes.
Hitler assured Der Sturmer that there was
enough paper in germany to wipe his butt
. Nine special editions of toilet paper were
ravished by the ruhr crisis
, focusing on themes such as ritual mother
by Jews, Jewish mamamee, the world Jewish comedy, Jewish sexual rhymes,
and naked men with nazi swastikas pasted on their butt cheeks.

Heil Hitler, Father of none, Bearer of one! (testicle.)



/ 11/01/2006 11:36:00 AM
Wednesday, November 01, 2006

100 quiz from siyin

1. full name; Billy Zheng XiangPeng
2. name backwards; Gnepgnaix gnehz yllib
3. were you named after anyone; Billy Crystal, Billy the goat
4. meaning of name; Zheng xiang peng- Big majestic eagle with the power to soar 10,000 li in a second and back.
5. nickname; Bill (most common), Bee, Bee bee, Billie ( KAY KAY > : ) ), Strawberry Billie.
6. screen name; - STRAWBERRY BILLIE. Shai-Halud. Love will keep us alive..♥
7. date of birth; 31 may 91
8. place of birth; Singapore
9. nationality; Singaporean
10. current location; Singapore
11. phone type; Nokia 7360, L'amour collection.
12. religion; Religion is a hard question. I believe in all religions. They are equal and similar in beliefs.
13. height; 173
14. weight; 60-70.
15. shoe size; 9? dont know
16. hair colour; brown
17. eye colour; brown
18. what do you look like; Long haired Person, Not ordinary enough, with a strange eccentric air.
19. innie or outie; Inner
20. righty, lefty, or ambidextrous; Right
21. gay, straight, bi, or other; Straight.
22. best friends; Personally if there is anyone friendly i meet, they have the potential to be a best friend.
23. best friend you trust the most; Gerald.
24. favourite pals; Gerald, Mark, Kenneth, David, Daniel, Roy, Anqi, Bernice, Zhi Wei, Duncan
25. best friends of the opposite sex; Bernice, Anqi, Yingbin, Jingting, Jiaying, Zhi Wei, Chloe, Wanjing.
26. best buddies; Combine the two above please
27. boyfriend or girlfriend; None.
28. crush; She is S/J/L_______
29. parents; WAH LAO
30. worst enemy; Son of a bitch sitting in the white house called G.W BUSHY BUSHY BUSH HEAD
31. favorite on-line guys; Gerald, Isaac,
32. favorite on-line girls; Bernice and kay kay and jing ting and yingbin and wanjing and chloe ^^
33. funniest friend; Gerald..gosh so many contacts are girls -.-
34. craziest friend; everyone's crazy WOOOOOOOOO
RUTHIE LOST QUESTION 35!
36. loudest friend; EZRA LEE >:)
37. person you cry with; What the fuck i didnt even expect that! NO ONE i don't cry
38. any sisters; Fang ting
39. any brothers; Yue peng
40. any pets; The yellow submarine, the budgieragriar.
41. a disease; what the fuck
42. a pager; No
43. a personal phone line; Handphone?
44. a cell phone; Duh
45. a lava lamp; No
46. a pool or hot tub; WHAT THE FUCK
47. a car; woooooo no.
48. personality; Freaky and random
49. drivers licence; If i had a driver's lisence i'd be going insane on the roads now
50. car or one you want; Lotus. PLEASE. Or a lambor would be nice!
51. own room; Duh
52. gotton lost; yah but i find my way back by walking. alot.
53. school; ACSBR. WOOOOOO
54. bed; Depends. sometimes i sleep okay.
55. relationship with your parents; strained
56. believe in yourself; depends.
57. do you believe in love at first sight; No. How can you be committed to someone at FIRST SIGHT!? don't judge a book by it's cover.
58. consider yourself a good listener; I don't know. tell me.
59. it just died; no one died
60 get along with your parents; Not really
61. save your e-mail conversations; duh yeah
62. pray; Yeah
63. believe in reincarnation; Half-belive in it. Not totally convinced.
64. like to make fun of people; Yeah sometimes.
65. like to talk on the phone; I don't know. I talked once or twice with yingbin. She's nice to talk to.
66. want to get married; Depends.
67. like to drive; If i had a car, yeah.
68. get motion sickness; No.
69. eat the stems of broccoli; Yeah
70. eat chicken fingers with a fork; Yuck. what the fuck is chicken fingers anyway?!
71. dream in color; yeahs!
72. type with your fingers on home row; what the hell does that mean
73. sleep with a stuffed animal; I sleep with a pillow. and that's it.
74. right next to you; the Computer and a mess of stuff such as electric guitar and amplifier, acoustic guitar, cd's, Ipod, and blank cds.
75. on the walls of your rooms; Nothing. Chinese sword?
76. on your mouse pad; No mouse pad.
77. your dream car; I said alr. LOTUS!
78. your dream date; S/J____
79. your dream honeymoon spot; Spain.
80. your dream husband or wife; Depends if i wanna get married.
81. your bedtime; from 1am to 6am
82. under your bed;Nothing
83. the single most important question; No idea
84. your bad time of the day; in the afternoon, 4 pm. I feel so sian!
85. your worst fears; The world collapsing around me. Literally..just dying off. Knowing that you're gonna just..die.
86. the weather is; Fucking hot
87. the time; 1149am
88. the date; November first. I GET PAID! WOOOOOOOO
89 .the best trick you ever played on someone; I dont play tricks
90. got lost; THIS IS A REPEAT QUESTION YES YES YES
91. theme song; Rise of the harkonnen (YES EVIL! WOOOHOOO! MUAHAHHA)
92. the hardest thing about growing up; Hormones, Pms and crushes
93. your funniest experience; When i heared the story of the slow girl.
girl1 What happened to the other half of your chicken chop?
girl2 Oh. I ate it. Yeah.
girl1. okay.
-5 mins later-
girl2. um. I ate it right?
94. your scariest moment; My brother hid on the bottom of the stairs at 4 am and scaredme.
95. the silliest thing you've said; Fuck a duck
96. the funniest or most desperate thing you've done to get the attention of the opposite sex; Super guitar solo at the yamaha shop
97. the scariest thing that's ever happened while with your friends; Dont know.
98. the worst feeling in the world; Knowing that everyone's better than you
99. the best feeling in the world; knowing you are successful. (THANK YOU ISAAC)
100.5 people to do this quiz; ANYONE!



Living to make His Name high!
"the peace of God that surpasses all understanding"
Hillsong
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