Right. I'm deciding to just wake up and forget everything. I'm jealous of him and her for being together. It's not my place to argue so i'm just gonna forget everything and hope nothing happens and screws up. I just looked back and realised how crazy i've been, cursing myself and just..denouncing and discouraging myself...But now i just decided to try my best to wake up and forget about him and her. I don't have a love. SO WHAT?! I faced primary school alone, I can hell face life right in the face without anyone's god damn help. This is the last time you'll read emo stuff from billy, I'm gonna just change my attitude. Right..just gonna blog a bit. Played soccer today. I'm not a soccer person so..you can guess what happened. So anyway, went to class, talked to my cousin. Told him what i felt. (he's the one who made me realise how dumb i am.) He told me that i'd be the one who decides my fate..and now i'm doing all i can to do it. Met Issac. in school. Yadda yadda, I acted like a complete Insociable piece of crap. Got the emo song from josh..it sounds..Emo. HAHA. Anyway, speaking of music i went to watch forbidden city with the sec three cohort. It was really one hell of a nice musical. I bought the soundtrack, one of the tracks, Gentle touch, is on right now right here. I'm pretty happy with what i did with the honours night booklet, heared from Miss N Lee that the design recieved alot of good comments. Finished and edited acsday today..Such a fucking relief! Big emphasis on the fucking.

Right. right.

Tag replies.

Bernice: Thank you! Alot!
Claudia: Sure thing..No problem. Good luck on the issue!
Yingbin: Hello! Thanks for tagging. Love you too!
Chloe: YEAH! ahhah!
JT: Hello great grand daughter!
Jia: Hey jia. I don't not like listening to your problems okay? I really care about what you feel k? It's okay..and please don't stop okay? Thanks alot. alot. (:
WJ: Hello..nevermind lah. (: Cheerup.
PeiJia: Thanks!

Siyin: I'm sad because of certain things that can't be solved; Things that have wrecked my life in the past and are wrecking it right now. I know that..It's just that in time of need there's no frickin one! Oh well. You know what i'm gonna do? I'm not gonna rely on anyone anymore..I'll try to look on the bright side of life..if there is a bright side to mine. Well, thanks alot for tagging okay? I'm trying my best to take what you said into serious consideration. =)

Jiaying: Thanks again jia. You are really, really really sweet. (: YAY! <- hahaha.
Dion: Hi?
Clare: Hello! I'm trying to cheer up! Thanks alot okay?
Issac: hello. How did you find my blog? Yes i thought you were a guy trying to get on my nerves and just wreck my day. Sorry for avoiding you for..three weeks or so. I'm trying to cheer up so no need. You have msn or blog? Thanks k.


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