It's a strange thing to see people you knew yesterday just pass away.

Today we cremated my grand uncle. Normally i wouldn't care about deaths as i know it's a process of life. But it's different. Though i'm not close to him, i can see how their family members feel when i look in their eyes, it's a saddening sight. It's like some part of their soul just died along with him. Strange. It's like a wound in the mind that's a vaccum..an echo. Something that just needs help but can't be helped. It's like the times when you're really upset, and you're just looking at the dead person so long, you realise that you're looking beyond him, just looking and thinking till you finally get the answer..which never seems to come.

It's like your strength just failed on the spot, and you don't know why or how to solve it, and you're just stuck there.


Yeah, should've smiled in that picture.. if it's the last thing i see of you... it's the least that you could not do..