Today was mindless.

I woke up in the morning, had a freaking stomachache and it was as if i crapped my guts out, so i skipped school and saw the doc, who said i have a possible intestinal or digestive virus. Crapola. (Literally.) After that plethora of chaos i ate at the prata cafe and went back home to do some work. I finished some science and math and took a bus to rodrigues..which was bloody, friggin long. Sometimes well i think it's great to have long bus rides, Just realised that it provides me with a vast amount of time to think and cool down. Speaking of which, i shall post about my previous post later. During rodrigues, the korean girl came again. Went home with her laters on fourteen. I dropped off at park mall and went over to plaza sing to wander around..bought a pick. Went to kfc and grabbed a burger for dinner..and went to the mrt. sat there for a while, started thinking and just clearing up alot of stuff in my head..

Enough about today..The last post i made was made in anger and misery..I'm seriously tired and sick..and i mean literally sick. I'm very angry at myself now, letting my emotions get the better of me because i alrealdy know that some people really just find me disgusting and terrible but act as if they are normal just because they don't want to be impolite. I know how it is sometimes to see me one-sided and very irritating. I'm just a socially low person and i need to learn. please understand and give me some time, I cannot control my anger and other stuff. really. sorry especially to everyone i offended.



I am stuck with this melacholic song..I love it very much. It's called Victoria..Probrably a song about misery and looking aimlessly for the future..much like i am i guess..


-Victoria.

Don't know why Tori came by
But I could see by the look in her eyes
Tori'd been driving round the town for awhile
Playing with the thought of leaving

Don't know why Tori just smiled
Mentioned something about how you were right
Must have been hard to see through the tears she was hiding
She said, "I might not be seeing him soon,
Got a few things I've been waiting to do."

Hey, Tori came by
Tori came by tonight
Hey, Tori came by
She says to say goodbye

Looked outside at the car in the drive
And the suitcase on the back seat inside
Sure it's so she can't look out behind at the road
She said, "I might not be seeing him soon,
Got a few things I've been waiting to do."

Hey, Tori came by
Tori came by tonight
Hey, Tori came by
She says to say goodbye

Don't look down
She seemed all right
You might be asking, "Where is tori tonight?"
Somewhere out on the highway
I'm sure that she's fine


I might not be seeing him soon, Got a few things I've been waiting to do...