Dessert: Messages waiting


3x5

I'm writing you to
catch you up on places I've been
You held this letter
probably got excited, but there's nothing else inside it
didn't have a camera by my side this time
hopping I would see the world with both my eyes
maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm
in the mood to lose my way with words

Today skies are painted colors of a cowboy's cliché
And strange how clouds that look like mountains in the sky
are next to mountains anyway
Didn't have a camera by my side this time
Hoping I would see the world with both my eyes
Maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm
in the mood to lose my way
but let me say
You should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes
it brought me back to life
You'll be with me next time I go outside
just no more 3x5's

Guess you had to be there
Guess you had to be with me

Today I finally overcame
tryin' to fit the world inside a picture frame
Maybe I will tell you all about it when I'm in the mood to
lose my way but let me say
You should have seen that sunrise with your own eyes
it brought me back to life
You'll be with me next time I go outside
no more 3x5's
just no more 3x5's


In the library now, just had chapel. okay lah, the last song which was above all was quite nice, but the first two were like..O.o the third one (praise adonai) was bad. it was good at first, but then like. they shortened the damn thing and they didn't even play the instrumental solo in between. Througout the worship the band was like..uncoordinated and disorganized, bass was too loud that it drowned out guitar and drums, but luckily the piano and voices were okay. Thats about all for today. School feels empty without gerald. I shall blog about my past few days now.

-one hour later-

In the library again. Class was damn funny just now, anton got pinched in the nipples damn, damn hard lah, he went to toilet to look..he got bruised LOL! anyway, they took his wallet lah. so when he came back glen was like "eh anton, treat you recess want?" then he was waving his wallet around..then anton said ok ok! sure..LOL! retarded lah. then he slept and drooled..lol! oh yeah, last time right? Daryl was sleeping in class..the nachi woke him up..when he sat up there was this pool of drool and he was like sucking it up. bleh.

Had school, was okay, went rodrigues and then came back to collect tickets from anqi. Okay lah, so i took 14 back from east coast, listening to Leech and 3X5 repeatedly (i don't know why but the songs seem nice to play while you're on the road) Dropped off at wisma. I went around to orchard station and discovered that anqi was there..okay..walked around..couldnt find watsons so went to ask for directions. went downstairs and *pop* she was there. She was like WAYY, WAYYYYY taller than i had imagined! After collecting the tickets, i went to walk to the bus stop..went to 603. Dad picked me up to go home. Relaxed for a while, watched any given thursday by john mayer, then went to tution. The xinan look-alike was there, sat beside her. Discovered her name was Sabrina. lol. Okay, after tution i took the bus home. Bus driver was..kinda like one of those thai drivers where they drive at 90 km per hour on crowded roads and expects everyone to give way. We didn't meet with any accidents on the way there, but damn, i reached my house from newton in like 6 friggin miniutes. Went back, played pangya and gunz for about 45 mins, then slept.

Okay. other than meeting siyin and zhiwei, the day was like crap. Went out geralds at ten plus, played guitar for a while and then took five to use the com. at about eleven thirty we left for barker, went back to see ben poh, and arunan. Damien was there too, doingsome bb thingy. After visiting some guys at canteen, we went to walk to newton..went dhoby ghaut accidentally but anyway, we had lunch there. went back to novena and back to my house where i picked up zhiwei's number that i had forgot to put into my phone, and bathed, as well as played a bit of guitar. rocked. Took taxi to j8, went to meet the girls. Met them on the top level. Didn't recognise them at first cause like..they grew taller i think! haha! The movies were sold out and the timing was screwed, so anyway. bleh. what a waste.

Gerald thinks that like they are friggin tall for sec ones. anyway, we went around cause we had nothing to do, then we went to the shop with zhiwei to get her birthday present. She got this pinky pouch i think. anyway after that..met pei jia, then we went seperate ways. went to the outer side of j8 and played guitar until this security guard came and asked us to follow. I argued back saying why, he said this was private property and some guy at the control room wanted to see us. okay, i can say that this guy was just following orders and was reasonable, but they guy at the control room was pretty damn fucked up. He like made fun of us, (oh yeah, did i tell you that he like forced me to play guitar there cause they were bored?) like told us off in some humiliating way. I lost my temper, i explained clearly in livid words that we did not intend to sit in a tresspassed area and that we were doing nothing wrong, and we damn well didn't go on the stage! I whacked the chair cause i was really, really god damn pissed at that guy to bring us to some god forsaken place and waste our fuckin time. The original guy who brought us down said we can leave, but on the way out, finally, a guy who had the sense of mind to tell us maturely, told us slowly in clear words that next time we should be careful where we sit, and i should watch my temper. okay, that guy was reasonable, but i was still darned pissed off.

went out to the second level, didn't feel like talking anymore. i completely lost my mood can? The whole day was pretty much screwed at that point. Siyin called and said that she went home, but ruth and charmiane were still there. couldn't be bothered to find them, went to walk outside aimlessly. we came to macdonalds where we ate stuff. went out to the fields. gerald had an idea to take a band cover or something. turned out nice. went back home after that. it was really a crap day.

Now, two days after the incident, i think i injured my knuckes when i bashed the chair.

-sunday-

Nothing happened, went tution. Chun Li and some other girl was there.