Jesus, i feel so stupid. God damn stupid.





How come i just feel as if i backstabbed a friend? I guess i really did. =(





ahh just forget it. I can't do anything good at all. I'm just drop dead worthless. You know i just try to help. and then sometimes it's just so crazed up that nothing happens.




I guess maybe it's just time to forget about friendship and helping..I think just me being friends with anyone will harm that person...