Hey guys. so it's three in the morning. and i'm still good. Yeah. so now like. I just decided to move on cause It's just kinda sick being a gothic freak. So, big thanks to Lisa for helping me and knocking some real sense into me. I was wondering too because today was one of the days where i really got to do what i want. and i just am going to change for the better. I've always been putting others in front of me, but now i guess it's time for me to put myself in front of some things. like hey, I'm not as low as dirt right? At least i have some dignity and things to hold on to. So I'm just going to change and be reborn, like a phoenix. The old untalkative me has passed away and a new Bill's coming your way for the better. Okay, so recently i've been real lazy. Alot of things i just don't feel like doing. sometimes i just don't even feel like blogging or going on maple/gunz. kinda shitty feeling like you wanna just jet and do something. So. I spent most of the day like that, but in the end i resorted to playing a whole big load of guitar. Today i discovered how to play the intro to Incubus's "a certian shade of green" the "lounge" version as brandon boyd calls it. Also, I've been practicing canon D Rock frequently, I'm no where near the standard of Funtwo, but I'm woeking towards it and i'm determined to one day do that fantastically impossible curve that just pwns me now.


So what am I doing up at two am? Let's go back to sunday 9pm. Well, I had a great time talking on msn to some people, Kinda intresting and cool. Seems like they like the new me than the old me better. heh. Anyway, I also tried doing stuff on fireworks and photoshop which turned out to be disasterous and unsavable. At about ten, i took a break and i played certian shade of green for a while. I also discovered How to strum Praise adonai..very very crudely. I'm working on how to strum correctly without that mute now. At About eleven, I was talking to Siyin's cousin, Anqi. She's in china now, And well from what i hear it's pretty cool and intresting. Well, we talked about many things- Russell peters (that made me laugh until i cried) , Incubus..music..grades..alot of things. then suddenly i saw this fantastic video of John Mayer performing Neon (The current blog song.) live on NBC. Somehow i cannot get my hands across the Guitar fretboard, and it always screws up every time i try..and John Mayer he can do it because..his hand are like..woah..fast and cool..big too. Well she thinks it's nice too. Well, After Anqi logged off i talked to several people for a while..Clare, Mervyn, and mark. Mervyn's leaving for china today, and he's making the final preperations to do things. Mark's staying up to play games, and he's cool. Kinda like we share the same woe at three am because we don't have chilled beer to knock us out after that..Actually mark has Japanese beer..but it's not chilled..And i don't want to take the French wine my mum bought the other day for me. Kinda really too cold. I'm taking it out tomorrow.


-I shall take a short break to stretch.-

Okay. my arms hurt like hell. I've been doing pullups too much i think. X(. Anyway. as i was saying. I don't really wanna take the french wine so I'm taking it out to warm up a bit because it' just super ice cold. And well, here i am now, trying to beat the curve on canon D which just pwns me. well, I have nothing more to post, So I'm going to write updates now.



- New song coming up (neon by John Mayer)
- Improvements to the blog box
- (maybe) Make a bigger than my body skin.
- Change the sidebar avatar etc. ( I'm too lazy.)
- tag more
- increase the size of the tagboard.

Yeah i think thats all.



well, i got nothing to do, So I'm going to go off now. Tag me guys.