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/ 5/05/2006 11:23:00 PM
Friday, May 05, 2006
Hey guys. It's been a long time since i posted. So. Life's been busy nowadays. work. play. work again. less play. nth much. I've stopped being an insane shit. Stopped going goth (although i like my clothes i bought.) , stopped being antisocial. I've given up trying to be a great great person cause i think sometimes It's just going to harm others and go back the way it came. So i'm really just leaving friendship..new friends behind time for a while. I regret exposing my emotions publicly on my blog, well simply because now i think everyone is freaked out at me. I think. well. perhaps that someone i wronged maybe lost trust? i don't know. I'm just sticking by my current friends. Shedding those who wrong me. Cherishing those who cherish me too. Keeping the distance from others. Well. Enough about friendship.
Just today i had an intellectual debate about Politics at recess. Since we came out early, we ate early, and had about 45 mins to ourselves. One side argued that the PAP were dictators, and were bent on power. The other (which i sided) supports the PAP. I mean, I ended the debate saying, "We all gotta really know what's going on the in government, and pretty soon people will know. Right now it's all behind closed doors. Maybe next time, if my brother gets a position in the government, or if i take up a journalist job, I'll know. People are suffering, losing jobs, losing money, and MOST OF THE TIME, we don't know why. When I find out I'll tell you guys first." So i emphasised that most probrably we should leave politics alone and see what we can see, and stand by. We can't do anything. Might as well watch and wait. Maybe take up the opposition in times to come. Oh yeah, and in lit class someone threw a bananna at the fan. A couple weeks back, i saw this show called hotel rwambia. This is about a man, Paul, an african Hutu, who is caught in a conflict between the two ethnic peoples, the Toosie, and the Hutus. Much chaos has arisen, many people fight, and thousands die. In one scene, they travel in a van onto the road, and suddenly they encounter hard terrain. when they stop and step outside to take a look, it's the road, yeah. but what's on the road? Bodies. Thousands. Mutilated, rotten, dead. bodies of children, women, men, Innocent people. I have to stop now. I'm sorry. Finish it tomorrow morning. I'm waking up early. Bye. and tag. |
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