Listening to: Silly Love Songs
Mood: So~So/Pissed.



Hi Guys and girls.Well, today the focus of my post is vanessa choo. Then I'll talk about my school. Well, To tell you the truth I once liked vanessa. But of course, I had problems. at that time, I had a dilemma, wether to go after that love or resist it, as was my duty as a friend to serve and not love. It would be bloody weird to love your best friend right? So, I told my problems to 2 caring people who I really stand with now., Yingbin, and Ronald. So, I realised how stupid i was, and I got over it. Well, the problem is, one day vanessa got suspicous cause I asked ronald to ask her a question..which was, would it be ok if a close friend likes you. Well, after that question, she got suspicious and interrogated Ronald, and he gave in. Now, I would like to make it a point that it was NOT ronald's fault. I entrusted him, It's me who gave him the info.



Well, then She and i and him had a convo, of course ronald told. I did a very stupid and rash action, I denied. So, life went on as it was, I helped her still, then one day she found out while interrogating ronald. then, she asked me about it, and i told the truth and said yes. Now, she said it was over, but then she was not normal. didnt talk to me or treat me as if we were normal friends, which made me as a concerned soul, ask her if she needed help. Okay, so the next day we talked, and then I had a concern over Joanne, my ex god-sis. She messaged me " I HATE LIARS, I CANT BELIVE THAT..etc..etc.." I asked her if she was allright..No answer. So i asked vanessa Since she was a good friend to joanne. Damn la..now I just feel so darn horrible. It's my fault, but what I used to be pissed at is why the hell she could not forgive me and just be friends?!..A couple of days LATER, after it was "OVER" she posted on her BLOG! www.sparkling-sand.blogspot.com. It's freaking post in teal colour down there. and then after that it's like her FRIENDS talked to me normally, and she was only close people can call her sha. she's ONLY comfortable with us.(HER FRIENDS) I have the proof of the tagboard in my com. So, what the fucking shit is this? forgive and forget, insult me, and then now it's my fault and she paraiahs me and not talkes to me. I wonder why she hates Me. What do I gain from backstabbing her? I've no intention of backstbbing anyone. why should i do it?

vanessa choo sucks.