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da/ 12/13/2005 07:42:00 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
Supp guys. Well it's kinda weird, these few days have changed me for the better. Now, I had a lecture and a talk about honour. what is honour? Honour is respect for people, and recieving that respect back from them. Sort of like bushido. It is Believing in doing what it right for others and yourself. It is Fighting with bravery and valor. It is being compassionate and kind, as well as sharing sympathy with others. Believing in decency and kindness with people, regardless of the situation, and honouring the enemy like your friend. It is being straight-forward, and most importantly, Treating others as you would be treated. This is one thing that I feel that is most important. Well, my best friend got her strange things on me. well, I cursed her out of anger, and I said sorry, cause that was a very stupid and foolish mistake. Well, she didnt forgive me after that, but I feel damn pissed now at her because I'm like no longer her friend to her anymore, like a tool liddat. why? because I made one stupid mistake. Forgiveness is somthing that exists in all of us, and is a part of honour. I honoured her by treating her as a friend should, doing simple errands, doing as she asked. But what now, just over one stupid mistake, she tells me "okie okie..frens4eva" and she treats me like a tool. how's that? Now is that honourable? I tell you, it is not, and this goes against my will to be her friend. I feel irritated and disturbed that there are people like this in this world, while people are suffering in the desert. 2 people die every second of starvation, and here you are muttering about true love and all that shit. for god's sakes, if you want true love, go and make friends with the people in the tribes over in congo, and keep them company! Maybe the tribal leader will beroth you to his son and you two will get married happily ever after. Me? I'm pissed off and sick over you, And you've inspired me to become a more compassionate and caring person, and of course more honourable. people give you decency and honour and then you declare the debt "void" because I called you a seducing slut? My ass that is honour, more like maniupalation and slander..anyway..people like lizhu, fion, dion, lisa and yingbin have shown me what are friends, and what is true honour. we forgive one another, we friend one another, we live together and die together. we be there for each other in times of need, we sure as hell do fight together against enemies. I wish SHE was there when we were talking on the line. SHE would sure be shocked to hell, anyways, thanks guys, I love you all when you go on with shit like that, It makes me go on and do better stuff. Thanks for opening my eyes to show the real colours inside.
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