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lolomb/ 12/27/2005 04:13:00 PM
Tuesday, December 27, 2005
Hellos. okay, since I'm so damn bored, I'll post! well, today at 12 midinight, I had a nice lil chat with bin bin! hahas. then, slept slept..then woke up to the horror to discover that my maths tution teacher was there. OMB! I had to suffer 2 hours, and finially when the ordeal was over, bobo started going nuts. lol. Here's some stuff he can say:
BoBo / Bobo guai / Bobobobo Zhuo san(cantonese or somthing like that)/ Ni hao/ Hello Wilma / Billy / Dad / Mommy Burp (with a satisfying sigh at the end) Laugh (Yes, hahahah that kind.) Meow. Bark. Harrrrrllow Byebye Mimic my speech, my maid's speech, his owner's speech, My other bird( yellow submarine's chirps.) Pretty weird, He burps and meows. hahaha! anyways, I played with him yesterday and he bit me!! bloody hell. lols. After playing with bobo, I went to my room and started cleaning everything. I suddenly dug up lotsa old stuff, old photos and etc. I'll post one the next time. |
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walao./ 12/25/2005 03:19:00 PM
Sunday, December 25, 2005
THINGS I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS! 1. A Sweet Kiss From several of the girls i know. 2. Go Out Again. 3. A Visa. 4. Guitar. 5. Total Freedom and Privacy from my parents. 6. New Shoes. 7. Choker. 8. A clone of bobo. 9. A pet chicken. 10. An unlimited supply of won ton mee. 11. I-Pod. 12. Have Timothy chew sit naked on a shelled still hot hard boiled egg. 13. A Big, big candy cane for my dearies fionella and yingbin. 14. Have vanessa be my slave. 15. Sheng, Jien Wen, and most importantly, Siyin to stay in singapore. 16. Have the chinese national anthem played over and over again damn loud. 17. Camera. 18. Know all my tution mates better. 19. Have every cute girl I know to tie up her hair into a ponytail. 20. A horsey! |
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CHRISTMAS!!/ 12/25/2005 12:06:00 AM
M E R R Y C H R I S T M A S |
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Okay!/ 12/23/2005 12:11:00 PM
Friday, December 23, 2005
ARTWORK!
 Okay, This is "Cafe at Night" By Van Gogh, I Re-made it using Coloured chalk. Did it in 3 1/2 hours.  Salvador Dali's" Enigma of desire : My mother, My Mother, My Mother." Finished in 3 hours and 14 mins, Medium is coloured chalk.  Original Piece, Assorted Potted Plants, By Me. Used Coloured chalk, Did in 3 hours.  Original Piece, Fraction of a Plant, By me. Used Artist's charcoal, Finished in 20 mins. Kinda Crappy right? haha..lols..I'll post more artwork the next time.
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so.../ 12/22/2005 06:48:00 PM
Thursday, December 22, 2005
So.....
Okay, a large number of people have been bugging me to do this, and I will Give a full account of what happened this week, being the goodie I am!...HAPPY NOW!!!!!???!!??!! lols. Just kidding. not angry. On monday, I had an Exellent time out. I went out with Fionella, Bin Bin, and Clarissa! We had quite a fun time, haha. Well, Before I met the three I was at popular looking at books and stuff, nth much, though I saw an intresting book on tai chi. lol. Anyways I walked outside the neoprint shop and there they were! lol! Then we went to make a couple of handphone Keychain-whatever-it-is-thingie. Helped them out a bit, cause they realised that they didnt know how to tie the thing. Fio tried to squeeze the dog through the loop. lol. Anyways, we had lunch at pastamania ( Actually They had lunch, I was just sitting and drinking tea. ), then we went walking..and around..then clarie Dropped their neoprints in the dustbin accidentally while throwing away her empty drink. They all started panicking like there was no tomorrow..lol! Ahh.,,then we went around the supermarket. Hahas. Still can't believe Bin Bin wanted to play with the crabs. Kay..we were walking walking...then fio suddenly had a weird thought abt the ang moh monks, and having their heads so darn shiny that they could cook eggs on it in the desert. Hmm..went around a couple of times more..then went to first level candy shop. Clarie, being the sweetie that she is, bought fio a candy cane! hahas! Okay, so like on tuesday there was nothing, On wednesday I went for tution at rodrigues. saw pamela again. lols! haha..we were doing work..and mrs rodrigues asked pamela to copymy lit answers cause they were so darned good. lol. Then Mrs rodriguies was like " You know ah pamela, This boy very smart" or somthing like that..and she replied VERY Shyly.." Yeah..I Can tell!" lols. After taht I went to jack's place where i bit my damn tounge till it bled. shit! It was like damn bloody pain, and there was blood all over..after that I Went art class, and drew a darned nice picture. I'll post next time, gtgs! Byes~ |
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20 people/ 12/22/2005 12:39:00 PM
10 People...
I cant live without! 1. Mum 2. Dad 3. Bro yp. 4. Sis ft. 5. Gao Lao Shi 6. Ying Bin!!!!!!! =D 7. Fionella!!!!!!!!! 8. Amresh 9. Song!!!!!!! Wahas! 10. Paul Mccartney I think are great. 1. Siyin !!!! No 1. =) 2. Lisa 3. Fionella 4. Diondra 5. Amanda 6. Ying Bin 7. Song 8. Ezra 9. Zhi Wei 10. Ruth Who drive me nuts. 1. Vc, aka sha sha vacum cleaner whatever..lol.. 2. My cousin Jia Wei, who is an ass! 3. Nephews Han Xiang and Kang Wei, who drive me crazy screaming their heads off. 4. Chew, aka ChewBalless. 5. Sis. (Sometimes) 6. Mum( Sometimes) 7. Joanne 8. Edward 9. Lionel 10. Gordon Who I think are sooooooooo Cute!!!!!! 1. Xinan 2. Pamela 3. Jia Wei (Not gay.) 4. Min Yi 5. WolfGang (the horse) 6. Ying Bin 7. The Yellow Submarine 8. Bobo 9. My baby cousin 10. Leanne Oh yeah, and sorry guys for not turning up, had food poisioning, and my mom stopped me from going. |
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haha.../ 12/20/2005 05:53:00 PM
Tuesday, December 20, 2005
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Guys and girls! haha, okay I just came back from j8, Went out with bin bin, Fio and Clarissa (I'm going to call her clarie from now on.)..had quite a nice time, though we all almost went nuts over the stuff at the supermarket..(I still can't believe bin bin wanted to play with the crabs though. lol.) hmm..went to my shop..went around j8 several times..(gosh..my legs feel tired..) well, other than that everything was okay. Three of them were extremely nice today. esp fio. like to knock my head! >.< Kay, so like I'm damn tired now, I don't know why..I'm smsing yingbin, and trying to edit my blog. I'll post later..need to sleeeeeeeppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppppp......agh...
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okayyy..../ 12/18/2005 10:28:00 AM
Sunday, December 18, 2005
Sup guys. okay, today was shit. I woke up at 7 in the morning and had tution for maths, and here i am. well, stuff's okay..nothing much at all happened these few hours. well, Just so you guys know, I'll be going with ronald to school on the 22nd to see you guys and girls since I'm bored shit. hmm..oh yeah. I don't know why, but I've been dreaming about me having hair up to my chin, and being like this guys here, in my armani ex suit..It seems to happen every few nights or so, which is frickin weirdish.
 Looks cool, no? lol, it's actually Demos by maui, Jisuk cho. Kinda has the same personality as me, likes novels, motorcycles, has long hair (I hope so much to have.) So it's like I'm usually in the bathroom waking up and stuff, and i just push down my fringe to see that it reaches my chin, and then I'm like.."wha?" and i wake up. how weird is that? I've been having this one or two days alreadly..lol. Oh yeah, bro song just came back. and he's weird. The tom yam song? lol. what's with the tom yam? lol. He didn't bring back any shit for us though..and I've gotta go buy him a b'day present. Shit. I've not been in touch with my school friends that much nowadays, though i do talk alot to those guys and girls at rosyth and me tution mates. I just realised that like..everyone I am friends with are almost sis/bro ofter a short while, exept my tution mates, haha! Well, we do stuff for them and they do stuff for us, so it's like cool shit man. rocks hard, and it pays off well, Guys and girls such as Mark, Song, Siyin, Lis, dion..esp bro song and siyin like..reeeeaaaally show true friendship and all that, lol. I really love you all who like come and comfort me and shit, really keeps me good. Ok, I'll post later, Need to go. ciaos. |
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lol/ 12/17/2005 01:22:00 PM
Saturday, December 17, 2005
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay guys and girls! supps?
okay, so today was funny...I had tution at eight in the morning, with mrs rodrigues again. Kinda nice, had to do a compre, and an exersise on the english teacher with Pamela. lol. Oh yeah, today she asked my name...haha..Struck up a converstaion..which was really unexpected..I didnt think she would make the first move..haha..Leanne didnt come today though, so it was just the two of us there today. well, after that I had lunch at the cafe cartel, had a salad with my sis and a tender chicken sandwich...nth much..went back home and here I am now..lol. So right now I'm blogging and listning to a tape of the dalai lama...somthing that SHE could jolly well learn..the best part is "If we don't change, nothing will change, and expecting others to change, is unrealistic." This totally opposes to what she says.." Bt frens r ppl hu wil tink and change their attitude no matter how stress, impatient, or angry they r, bt care and concern 4 him/her. " What is this lol. Even the ang moh monks are against her..this is like so damn misguided, even the dalai lama opposes it! |
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HAhaha.../ 12/16/2005 02:40:00 PM
Friday, December 16, 2005
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my descision/ 12/16/2005 10:15:00 AM
sup guys. well yesterday was kinda funny, I had tution at rodriguez..I did litrature with two other partners..Pamela and Leanne, the're quite quiet though. I guess that's just girls. well, nothing eventful happened..though like pamela blushed a bit for some reason, I don't know why. then, I had tution for maths, which was quite intresting, I learnt more stff abt indices..quite uneventful. Oh yeah, I smsed joanne. I don't know why is it that SHE continues to pursue the issue, Cause looking back and bearing a grudge without telling a reason is just, plain stupid. well, I smsed back abt the THING that SHE had to jolly well BRING UP AGAIN.."okay, if she wants to continue to be like that, I don't give a damn. I will go on, helping you and others with or without her. Very well, SHE wants to pursue the issue and not forgive and forget. I think that getting angry by looking back is stupid. Is SHE hates me, I WILL HATE HER BACK! SHE WANTS WAR, SHE HAS THAT STUPID COLD WAR OF HERS. I DON'T CARE, I HAVE MY LIFE AND YOU HAVE YOURS, AND I HAVE BETTER THINGS TO DO THAN TALK OR HELP TO SOMEONE WHO WON'T TALK, LISTEN, AND IS BLINDED BY HER OWN FOOLISH, INFLEXIBLE DOCTRINE." As siyin said to me, "I will still rock on, with or without her."
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fren/ 12/14/2005 11:47:00 AM
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
The defenition of friendship. Friendship is being compassionate and kind, as well as sharing sympathy with others. Believing in decency and kindness with people, regardless of the situation. It is being straight-forward, and most importantly, Treating others as you would be treated. Forgive those who foul you, trust those who are your friends. Serving a friend is serving your purpose as a friend. Friends are people who will be there for you whenever they can, and who give PROPER respect to one another. They are there to share pain, happiness, they forgive one another, they friend one another, they live together and die together. They will be there for each other in times of need, They sure as hell do fight together with you against enemies. They are there to talk to you when you are lonely..there to comfort you when you are sad..so a certian extent, to love you, and recieve your love back. They are people whom you can learn from, and who can learn from you. Friends are not "nt wad he tinks lyk," i wil serve u as a fren.." or wadsoeva. Bt frens r ppl hu wil tink and change their attitude no matter how stress, impatient, or angry they r, bt care and concern 4 him/her. " Changing attitude for a friend is NOT true friendship. True friendship is understanding why people are angry..why they insult you, and forgiving them when they understand what happened, and swear not to make the same mistake. SERVITUDE is a part of friendship, and is important in all aspects of life. It is not changing your character to suit that friend. It is being yourself, and trying your best to serve a friend, and winning through situations, after situations, after situations with him or her no matter what the cost. I have been a friend, and FROM START TO END, I have left behind, absolutely NO ONE UNTIL TODAY, where i was striked off as a best friend by HER, because I made a stupid mistake, and cursed her. |
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a/ 12/13/2005 08:29:00 PM
Tuesday, December 13, 2005
I tell you, if one day you come and slap me till you leave red marks, I'll not just stand there and be shocked. I'll fight back, and I won't hesitate to break you.
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da/ 12/13/2005 07:42:00 PM
Supp guys. Well it's kinda weird, these few days have changed me for the better. Now, I had a lecture and a talk about honour. what is honour? Honour is respect for people, and recieving that respect back from them. Sort of like bushido. It is Believing in doing what it right for others and yourself. It is Fighting with bravery and valor. It is being compassionate and kind, as well as sharing sympathy with others. Believing in decency and kindness with people, regardless of the situation, and honouring the enemy like your friend. It is being straight-forward, and most importantly, Treating others as you would be treated. This is one thing that I feel that is most important. Well, my best friend got her strange things on me. well, I cursed her out of anger, and I said sorry, cause that was a very stupid and foolish mistake. Well, she didnt forgive me after that, but I feel damn pissed now at her because I'm like no longer her friend to her anymore, like a tool liddat. why? because I made one stupid mistake. Forgiveness is somthing that exists in all of us, and is a part of honour. I honoured her by treating her as a friend should, doing simple errands, doing as she asked. But what now, just over one stupid mistake, she tells me "okie okie..frens4eva" and she treats me like a tool. how's that? Now is that honourable? I tell you, it is not, and this goes against my will to be her friend. I feel irritated and disturbed that there are people like this in this world, while people are suffering in the desert. 2 people die every second of starvation, and here you are muttering about true love and all that shit. for god's sakes, if you want true love, go and make friends with the people in the tribes over in congo, and keep them company! Maybe the tribal leader will beroth you to his son and you two will get married happily ever after. Me? I'm pissed off and sick over you, And you've inspired me to become a more compassionate and caring person, and of course more honourable. people give you decency and honour and then you declare the debt "void" because I called you a seducing slut? My ass that is honour, more like maniupalation and slander..anyway..people like lizhu, fion, dion, lisa and yingbin have shown me what are friends, and what is true honour. we forgive one another, we friend one another, we live together and die together. we be there for each other in times of need, we sure as hell do fight together against enemies. I wish SHE was there when we were talking on the line. SHE would sure be shocked to hell, anyways, thanks guys, I love you all when you go on with shit like that, It makes me go on and do better stuff. Thanks for opening my eyes to show the real colours inside.
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Hey./ 12/12/2005 10:54:00 PM
Monday, December 12, 2005
Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay guys and girls. Okay, being so bloody bored, I decided to post. hee. Well, nothing much going on, Getting more tution, I've been getting out of the house more rather than staying in and chatting. So, now I have tution for Lit, which I love to the core, Chem, Physics, and maths, A & E. Lit's not bad, I'm studying this book called "The English Teacher" , It's about the Life of an Indian teacher, who obviously teaches English and lit. It's not his teaching that really is the whole story..It's the Life of the man, How he reflects on his life, and how he solves his problems..Like a prerfectionist. I'm studying this book with Mrs Rodrigues, My English and lit teacher, and with a secondary four girl, who is so darn cute. HAHA! just kidding! She's okay lar. Anyways, I think now work is okay....so Lesiure....I've been chatting lots, with a nice bunch of people(Though it's like suddenly I'm talking to a bunch of emo goth guys and gals), Doing random pics for my blog, going swimming, and best of all, seeing horses! That's right, horses!!!! =) This one,
 I've not met at all before, but he seems to like me alot. His name is Wolfgang, and he's a young one. Quite short, brown and white. I showed this to Dion, and as the usual funny mad girl(jk) that she is, she told me, that I'm so darn likable, even wolfgang, who's a male, falls for me! haha! anyway, I've also met another one, her name is spring. she's quite tall, nice black colour, one of the bestest i've seen around..hmm..oh yeah! There's also coca, A huge, damn tall male one, Brownish-black in colour. He didnt like me at first, didnt let me touch him. T.T. Well, I've also been swimming lots and lots at the polo club, about four hours each time, about 150 laps in total. hmm..what else..oh yeah! also, i've been going to buddhist talks every thursday, By W.S.P.D.A or whatever it is, they invite people who have studdied buddhisim to give talks. Frankly, it's quite intresting, and the part which I engjoy most is when the ring this small bell. When you just hear this bell ring, your mind and heart seems to harmonize, and you seem to just shut up, and be calm. weird, but I'm going to get one and ring it every morning and night. Well, now i've gotta go, If not my parents will go nuts. Bye all, I'll post tomorrow. |
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7 things/ 12/12/2005 05:15:00 PM
7.. Things that scare me to death: 1.Being Haunted. 2.Doing a horrible deed. 3.No x-box, computer or hp( This one I'll go insane) 4.Mentally troubled people grinning at me. 5.Sanitariums. 6.Getting slapped by a girl. 7.Insects. Things that I need to survive: 1.Fish and Chips from the polo club. 2.Wine. 3.Swimming Pool. 4.Computer. 5.Hp. 6.X-box. 7.Poetry. Things that I love doing. 1.Tai Chi. 2.Designing. 3.Chi-gong. 4.Blogging. 5.Hanging out with my pals. 6.Chatting. 7.Swimming. Things i can't do. 1. Stay calm in a blackout. 2. Not blush in the presence of cute girls. 3. Sit still for 20 mins. (record is 17mins.) 4. Maths. 5. Play sports games. 6. Listen to rock music. 7. Not say, "I'm damn tired, I slept at 3am last night." Extraordinary things i can do. 1. Get horses to trust me. 2. Swim damn fast. 3. Meditate. 4. Listen to music 12 hrs plus. 5. Smooth-talk girls. 6. Give advice. 7. Save money damn fast. of my favourite animals. 1. Parrot. 2. Parakeet. 3. Bird of Prey (Preferably hawk.) 4. Condor. 5. Roosters. 6. Dogs. 7. Cats. people i love alot..and i mean alot. 1. Yingbin. 2. Fion. 3. Lizhu. 4. Xinan.(SO.CUTE!) 5. Lisa. 6. Dion. 7. Amanda. people that drive me crazy. 1. Mum. Just kidding! 2. The old guy down the street 3. My cousin, pr 4. 4. my cousins, pr 1. 5. Vanessa..(In a good way..haha..) 6. Ronald. (sometimes you really do.) 7. Yingbin. (in the good way. hahahahahaha!) |
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I'm bored./ 12/12/2005 10:47:00 AM
BEHOLD! THE YELLOW SUBMARINE!!!!!!!!!! *GASP!*
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kay../ 12/11/2005 04:26:00 PM
Sunday, December 11, 2005
Updates: New skin, made in tribute to John lennon, who was shot and killed on 9 dec.
-Going to add more music, and possibly flash. Haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Guys and girls. hee, nothing much going on nowadays..More tution now..less time..so I don't update that much now..Sigh. I got nothing to write abt, so I'm going to post some really random stuff now. 1) i love hong kong. 2) i'm a pessimist. 3) i'm shy in real life. 4) i suck at sports games. 5) i am very, very good at Gunz. 6) i am very, very bad at running. 7) i think ponytails are damn, damn damn damn sexy. 8) i think blogs are fun to read. 9) i'm Buddhist, not taoist. 10) I have muscles. 11) i love my house so much that i would not leave it for a better one. 12) i love the last samurai. 13) I have many, many headaches in one day. 14) I'm always tired. 15) I am addicted to wan ton mee. 16) I have a budgie. 17) your mistakes piss me off. 18) I think love problems are fun to solve. 19) i think blogs are stupid sometimes. 20) i blush after one drink. 21) I have crushes on my friends. 22) I just realised salmon is pronounced Samon. 23) Mierda in spanish means shit. 24) Numa Numa means don't want to. 25) I love swimming. |
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It's over./ 12/08/2005 10:00:00 AM
Thursday, December 08, 2005
Well, Looks like the issue I've started ended. Lol. so fast. Anyway, here's a tribute to all and everyone to parcipitated in the issue.
-To all the spammers, the people who cursed me, insulted my religion, who've hated me to the core. All of you, I want to the biggest Thanks to you guys and girls the most for realising what a idiot i am, and knocking some sense into me, Indirectly and directly. You've shown me how true friends you are to vanessa, and all i would say, deserve a higher place in vanessa's friendship than me. You guys have in you the BEST duty, honour, love, courage, Loyalty, Initiative, Honesty, Integrity and Philiontraphicisam I have ever seen in my whole fourteen years of my life here. I want to thank you for making vanessa think over wether too forgive me or not, and to be there to comfort her in all the times of need. Thanks to be all the gods on this earth to have provided such good friends to vanessa. I will always look up to all of you as a role model though some of you may be younger than me, and also remember what you people did, and how you helped her. I will use you and how you did it as a reference and as an example in the future on TRUE friendship and TRUE HONOUR. -Vanessa. Well, thanks for making me realise how I can be such a monster sometimes, and just hurt other people's feelings just like that. You've made me such a better person in the past and the present, In the past, Realising how helping people can change their lives greatly, and yours too for the better, In the future, Helping me find out more about my weaknesses, and my strengths, and by this issue learning a lesson to be more sensetive to other people's emotions and problems, as well as how to control my anger in a effective and different way, as well as to be a more hardworking, loyal, honourable person, as well as more patient. You've made me realise how important friends, especially YOU! are to me, and I am to you. I'm sorry for the times I've cursed and hated you, Made you cry and all, It was a horrible sin that I've committed, and I can never erase from my life if i try as hard as I can. But I will live with that sin, and I will learn from it how to be a better person. I am also sorry for acting so immature in your blog and other people's blog, That was very Dishonourable of me. Now, I hope we can be even closer that we used to be before, and just be very close friends again. I will promise in front of the Temple, and the buddha to not do it again, and to serve you as a friend as best and as long as I can. -Joanne. Same as above. Hope we can be as close as we used to be. -Mark, Thanks for helping me and standing by me when I was suffering for depression yesterday, even though we've never met and we don't chat that much. Really appreciate it, You've made me learn how damn well some friends are to me, even though I've not met them or talked to them much.You've showed me that you have good intentions, and for that, I give you my greatest thanks ever. -Diondra. Well, just want to give you my gratitude and thanks for how you helped me. You've made me learn how damn well some friends are to me, even though I've not helped them much.You've showed me that you have good intentions a good heart, and a good soul, and for that, I give you my thanks and gratitude, and I hope I can do the same for you when you are in trouble. -Fionella and Lizhu. Thanks to both of you for trying to stick up for me. It's very inspiring to see such friends with duty and honour, helping a friend in time of need, even though he may not have helped them much at all. You two mean alot to me, and I hope that we can be much better friends than we were ever before. Thanks lizhu, and thanks dear. (I'm calling you daughter dearie now, haha.) |
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Goodbye./ 12/06/2005 03:12:00 PM
Tuesday, December 06, 2005
Well, I've decided to stop everything and just go visit temples around singapore, and talk to the monks there. So, I'll be off for quite a while. Just take care of yourself okay guys?
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oaky../ 12/06/2005 01:43:00 PM
Tsk...you know sometimes I wish I could turn back the clock? well. So sad that It cant. I just broke up with my best friend, over someone. haiz. I feel quite depressed and regretful now, cause I know she'll never forgive me and it's..never going to turn back..well..we were such good friends..and Now what? It's like I caused all this shit to happen..haiyar..I just feel so bad now, I mean, I've made an enemy with all her friends. Why did I do it in the first place? haiz..I can't do anything now and I feel depressed..It's so bad lar..I genuinely feel very bad and sorry..I'm just very sorry I did this you know? But even though if she reads this, She wont forgive me. What's the point?
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Troubles../ 12/06/2005 10:02:00 AM
Morning guys. Gah, Just woke up, I was damn tired last night..anyway, Do you guys know what happened to Joanne? I mean, I think she may be in trouble or somthing..Yesterday she smsed me This message, "I HATE LIARS, I TREATED HIM AS A BEST FRIEND AND THEN HE JUST COULD BULFF ME" Do you guys think she's in a bit of trouble? sigh..Please, as a favour could you guys call her and ask what happened, and if she's allright? I'm really worried for her as a god-bro..And I fear that somthing might had happened to her..
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TRIBUTE!!!!/ 12/05/2005 05:04:00 PM
Monday, December 05, 2005
TRIBUTE! HAHAHA!
Okay guys, Yearly/Half a year/Depends on my bloody mood tribute: FAMILY To Mum and Dad, Thanks alot for being there for me. Appreciate it. To My dear sis and brother, Thanks for being there talking to me when I'm down and all, and teaching me stuff. Really appreciate it, and I hope we can go swimming more often. hee. To my relatives: Had a great time with you guys and girls this year, hope we can get together more often :) SCHOOL GUYS To 2a4, Had one hell of a wonderful year, will miss all of you terribly. yes, that includes you chew. I'll miss the noise, the punishments, the good times, and byron's f*ck game. wee. Good luck for next year. To my teachers, You rock. nice job this year, It was the most fun. esp Mr Alexis Ho and his jokes. won't forget it. To Ezra, Kelvin, Shaun, Song, Chew, Fitz, and kenneth, Thanks for all the good times and the halo 2 matches. That rocked, and chew, Finally I admit, You're unbeatable in sword. GOOD FRIENDS To Vanessa, Thanks alot for being my friend..It's been a real pleasure. Thanks for being there for me in bad times and good times. Really appreciate it. :) Thanks to be my god for giving me such a great friend, and I'll be sure to be there for you and help you whenever I can. Good luck next year Shasha! Bestest bestest bestest friends forever!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! To Ronald, Well bro, We've been enemies and friends many times, But i guess we're okay now. Good luck next year, hope you'll do better. :) To Joanne, Thanks lots for being a sis to me. Hope I can do the same to you as a brother. hee. Good luck for next year mei mei. and btw, Vc is my super dubly dubly chio bu jie jie. To yingbin, Wahaha! you did well in your studies lar. Dun worrie okie? Hope we can talk more to each other. best friends forever. Miaoqin or whatever your name is, I'd wish I'd know you better. :) To the Dickson guy..You are sick. Just kidding. To Diondra, Amanda, Lisa, and luvina, Well, I've know you four for a short time, but you really have been good to me. Thanks! To Xinan, You did a good english compo. Don't worry, I used to write silly stuff like that too before I went on writing damn good essays. Don't worry abt ur psle, just have fun next year okie? and don't worry, You're cute. Wahas. Just kidding. To Sara, MinYi, Siyin and Jiaying, Thanks for being friends with me. Just continue to be good friends with each other okie? :) To bernita, Walao..Talk more on msn lar! hee..joking..take care next year. To Fion, Well, thanks for being a friend to me this year, Been a real pleasure. So, good luck for sec one and hope we can talk more! To Zhiwei, Ruth, Pei Jia, and the rest of the guys and girls out there, Thanks for being such friends to me. Hope we all can talk more often. You guys rock my world. OTHER PEOPLE To The buddhist community, Thanks for teaching me about life and make me realised alot about myself and the world. To my cca, Thanks for making it so fun and enjoyable for me at school. To my qigong master Gao, Thanks for showing me qigong and the way of tai chi. To Paul Mc'cartney, The beatles, The Who, and all the oldies, Thanks for making all the nice music for generations now and then. Hope you can continue entertaining the future generations. To Travis, Incubus, coldplay, and all the new bands, Thanks for making new music for the world to enjoy. keep it up. To my pet bird, yellow submarine. Chirp Chirp. |
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My thoughts+/ 12/04/2005 09:45:00 AM
Sunday, December 04, 2005
"I dont know why but there are people in this world who dont learn from their mistakes, they think that they are not in the wrong. These people will not have a bright future ahead of them. And why are there people who go after popularity? Is it very important to be popular? Sometimes instead of being popular in a good way, you will end up being popular in a bad way. Friends are always there to help us, to guide us n lead us to the right track. When our friends help you when you are in trouble, you must also help ur frens when they are in trouble and not ignore them. If u ignore them, you are not being a true fren. being a true friend is when ur friends are in need n you help them. some people befriend a person bcoz he or she has a motive in mind. like for example, that person is popular or that person can give you somthing you want." Exerpt from mandy's post.
Now compare to the above and what I say now. Is it more important to persue your own self intrests while there are people suffering and dying out there, people suffering from terminal diseases, who are suffering from oppression, discrimination while you sit there and backstab friends, and get as much popularity as possible? People are suffering. It is a part of life, and here you are getting it on with what, "True love" and "kisses" and "relationships". Look at africa. people die from malaria. aids. cancer. their bodies, are left out in the sun, muitilated. broken, left to rot in the sun. and here you are sitting and flashing yourself around. You don't even have the simple sense of mind to respect your friends, and you expect them to be there for you when you are sad and all, and not pay back that help with helping that friend when he or she is in trouble. |
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Update../ 12/03/2005 01:51:00 PM
Saturday, December 03, 2005
Okay..guys and girls, just so you know, The new skin is nothing in relation to what I feel lar..I got over all the stuff liao..
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My thoughts./ 12/01/2005 10:48:00 AM
Thursday, December 01, 2005
Morning guys. Just went to have breakfast with my mother. Had a great conversation, and a eavesdropping on a consultant at blackmoore( vitamin company). Hee. Anyway, I've been thinking lots and lots about love. What is love, and why does it exist? Love is a human-made emotion, and It can do many things, ranging from happiness to suicides. But what makes sucessful (some say, True) love so good? Is it really that worth it? Quote his holiness the dalai lama, "Human beings cannot survive without compassion, Kindness and love." But is it that true? In my opinion, Love is not worth it, whatever it may be. It is a waste of money, time, and emotions. If the relationship fails, the person can literally go mad. Even if it is sucessful, One day the relationship must end, and the longer the realationship is, The harder and harder it is to let it go. It is like a drug, Once you take it, All of your mind goes "Eat more drugs, Eat more drugs, Eat more drugs, Eat more drugs," etc, etc. and, Without the drug itself, you suffer so much, you experience confused emotions. You feel lonely, withdrawn, most importantly, Useless and unhappy. It gives temporary happiness, You feel great, I can understand. but one way or another, things must end. Quote the oracle from the matrix, "Everything that has a beginning neo, has an end. I see the end coming. I see pain, suffering. I see death." But why do people think love is so worth it? Men and women show their true colours after marraige. a classic example is an aquantince, who was married to a man. Before marraige, The man showed his love, did so many things to prove his love to his partner. Finally, the got married. had a son. Then, things started collapsing around them. The man gambled, drank. Used the mother as a cash cow. abused the family. One day, he left, and left behind pain, misery, a broken family. And now, they rely on another family for support. What appeared to be true love was so beautiful, like a flower, a cherry blossom. but what happened was that the cherry blossom burst into flames..and started an inferno..but however, let's look at a sucessful relationship. Both partners are happy, and they lived happily ever after. and that's that. But the true relationshp in this world must detiorate after a while. There are so many factors, the economy, market, enviroment. Kids! Especially stress that can break the relationship into two.
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